wariorSS
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I feel embarrassed to open the subject but I honestly need help because I don't know what's happening to me.
For a long time it has happened to me that while I sleep I have orgasms so intense that I wake up and at the same time I even have physical orgasm. Obviously I do not know how to express myself correctly, astral orgasm differs in intensity, level of pleasure and other affective, emotional states from one produced at the mental, affective, physiological level that almost seems rudimentary.
I want to specify that I do not dream that I have sex with someone and I do not masturbate in a dream. In fact, in a dream I feel that I am actually enveloped in a deep darkness like an aura or black energy, as if I were in an abyss, on a vast physical surface. I have no sexual and emotional problems, complexes, customs and ideologies. I do NOT have fantasies and I am satisfied with emotional pleasure and sex with and with my non-SS partner who knows that I am SS and helps me a lot on this topic, I talk on the topic of satanic spirituality.
As I write my experience, it happened again. I had a wave of several orgasms but the last one culminated in intensity as I woke up moaning and changed my position in bed and refrained from moaning. The sensations suddenly disappeared and that's it, now I'm awake. But my body feels good after a long and quality sex but I did not have sex.
My boyfriend told me that sometimes he hears me in my sleep like a moaning but he doesn't wake me up, he leaves me alone. I never feel in danger, I actually know that there is no one to sexually stimulate me in the astral and I clearly do not masturbate, someone approached the topic of astral rape, I do not feel in danger, pursued, run away or actually be raped.What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm so ashamed.
For a long time it has happened to me that while I sleep I have orgasms so intense that I wake up and at the same time I even have physical orgasm. Obviously I do not know how to express myself correctly, astral orgasm differs in intensity, level of pleasure and other affective, emotional states from one produced at the mental, affective, physiological level that almost seems rudimentary.
I want to specify that I do not dream that I have sex with someone and I do not masturbate in a dream. In fact, in a dream I feel that I am actually enveloped in a deep darkness like an aura or black energy, as if I were in an abyss, on a vast physical surface. I have no sexual and emotional problems, complexes, customs and ideologies. I do NOT have fantasies and I am satisfied with emotional pleasure and sex with and with my non-SS partner who knows that I am SS and helps me a lot on this topic, I talk on the topic of satanic spirituality.
As I write my experience, it happened again. I had a wave of several orgasms but the last one culminated in intensity as I woke up moaning and changed my position in bed and refrained from moaning. The sensations suddenly disappeared and that's it, now I'm awake. But my body feels good after a long and quality sex but I did not have sex.
My boyfriend told me that sometimes he hears me in my sleep like a moaning but he doesn't wake me up, he leaves me alone. I never feel in danger, I actually know that there is no one to sexually stimulate me in the astral and I clearly do not masturbate, someone approached the topic of astral rape, I do not feel in danger, pursued, run away or actually be raped.What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm so ashamed.