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Hi brothers and sisters,

I'm almost at my forties and I spent a a lot of time of my life working with computers and reading books, I had several traumas from my childhood that make me feel insecure so I become a bit antisocial. This has lead me to a lack of self awareness that now is becoming a worry because some times it feels like somehow I'm like a zombie without consciousness and sometimes I feel clumsy in my movements. I'm doing void meditation daily and workouts but I was wondering if anyone knows about how to solve this kind of despersonalization. I think I need to ground myself before I continue with my deprogramming from xianity. I hope is not to late for me.

I have read already the book the body keeps the score.

Hail Satan!
Hail Valefor!

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Hi brothers and sisters,

I'm almost at my forties and I spent a a lot of time of my life working with computers and reading books, I had several traumas from my childhood that make me feel insecure so I become a bit antisocial. This has lead me to a lack of self awareness that now is becoming a worry because some times it feels like somehow I'm like a zombie without consciousness and sometimes I feel clumsy in my movements. I'm doing void meditation daily and workouts but I was wondering if anyone knows about how to solve this kind of despersonalization. I think I need to ground myself before I continue with my deprogramming from xianity. I hope is not to late for me.

I have read already the book the body keeps the score.

Good evening,
it's never too late once you come to Jos start with a daily meditation program including AOP, Hatha Yoga, breathing exercises, Ritual, a ritual of the Gods and move on, slowly any problems will be solved as difficult as it may seem at first

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By studying you will find that Zeus is the true God of humanity and the pre-Christian Gentile Gods/Demons are our trusted guides. We realize our origin from our God Zeus. We transform our souls through the daily practice of power meditation. Through this practice we ascend to higher levels as Gods and manifest our true potential

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look up for "Emotional Healing Working by Lydia"
working to fix your mind can cause a backlash and it can be unpleasant but so worth it

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Good evening,
it's never too late once you come to Jos start with a daily meditation program including AOP, Hatha Yoga, breathing exercises, Ritual, a ritual of the Gods and move on, slowly any problems will be solved as difficult as it may seem at first

Thanks for this advice brother, it'sl like a month now and I'm starting to feel better. Also doing neurofeedback.

Hail Satan!
Hail Valefor!

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I hope is not to late for me.

it will never be late. never worry about it 🫶🏻 your, maybe its your first life and your soul also 40yo, i dont think lots of us' soul dedicated on 40yo hahah

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