At this point i am very confused is the Gods like this or not, when i shared that i manage to see entities with eyes open rarely,
i expected that i will not see for a while, as a kind of punishment of sharing, this was just small doubt.
What happened is opposite, today while walking past my room, i literally stopped suddenly out of shock because i saw clearly a Humanoid, and i am sure, that is the first time i saw a Humanoid almost face to face,
he disappeared quick but i saw, i stayed standing for few seconds shocked, with feeling in my solar plexus,
I walked to another room i could not handle stay there it caught me off guard, it was too much and he looked bigger than me which made me feel overpowered,
My solar plexus i felt it clearly as reaction to the experience,
He was man, as tall as me or bit taller and this was blunt not subtle, in left side of me like turning head 45degrees at right, it was not in peripheral view,
I kept staying in living room for a while until i started feeling faitly my solar plexus, then i went to the same place, i instantly felt solar plexus again, i did not see this second time but i felt my solar plexus, i do not know if this indicate he was still standing in same place,
Also while in living room i saw something move in peripheric view but like a small ball it was subtle and quick and this i am not sure of since i was already hyper excited so i may imagine or whatever,
What i am sure of is the first experience.
Do Gods love sharing experiences ?
I know i saw but still i feel like if i imagined but i know i saw also my body reacted out of reflex to seing because i got aware i saw, since this was blunt