Satanic pain killer?????

[Xloopyxloox .]

I have severe scoliosis, and I am not ashamed or embarrassed of it.However, having a bent, twisted and weak spine tends to cause me a lot of pain. I can feel the pain getting worse every day.

Sometimes the pain gets so bad that I am stuck on my bed, unable to move, breath or speak. I just lie there, paralysed as I silently cry until I pass out.
Usually I can lie down to relax my back and it doesn't hurt as much, but I am lying down right now and the pain will not show any sign of mercy. I hurt so much that i am crying right now. There is nothing I can do to make it stop.
My mum has been trying for ages to get an appointment with the doctor so I can get stronger pain killer, as I have become completely immune to over the counter pain killer. Unfortunately, we are getting no luck with making an appointment, because doctors can be assholes, depending on which doctor it is.
Is there anything I can do to make the pain not so bad? Is there some sort of pain killing meditation or something? I'm desperate. The pain is becoming so bad that sometimes I feel like the only way out is suicide.
My own body is torturing me every day and I just wanna be able to leave the house without hurting. Please help me.
Hail Satan 

 

[jonathon_billing]

Try breathing free positive gold energy from the sun into the area. It works for me with most pain. I've used it for a tooth abscess and I was able to eat.

In terms of healing yourself, try white-gold instead, programmed with "In a positive and healthy manner for me this energy is healing me". You'll want the Sun to be astrologically strong. Or, "In a positive and healthy manner for me this energy is improving my spine", not 100% sure on which planet rules the spine: Sun, Saturn or Neptune.

 

[siu.teng]

You have to seek for an orthopedic's help. You may have to wear some kind of corset and since the problem is your spine you have to solve that as soon as possible. You can't take painkillers for ever, they aren't going to solve completely the situation.

Hatha yoga can fix your spine but I advise to be very cautious because, since I don't know your medical condition, certain movements could damage your situation or yourself, instead of improving it. I'm not saying this to descourage you from trying hatha yoga, but if the situation is that serious you should ask a doctor if you actually can do yoga based on your spine. If you solve a big part of the problem through medical support, then you can afford to do yoga safely, but since it's that serious I'd ask a doctor.

You have to pair physical healing with magick workings (meaning that it's harder for the energy to work if you don't go to the doctors but you only do the working, you have to do both)
-Runes: Waunyo (wunjo's more powerful version) Uruz, Sowilo. Jera can be used to reverse bad luck into good (if you are having hard times finding a doctor).
-I had once a cold, I found in the forums (the shut-down forums) a Satanama meditation, vibrating Satanama on the chakras 7 times, that helped me so much even without affirmations. So pair that with affirmations (after the vibrations) and it's definitely going to help.
-Sun mantras, Sun square.
-Once I had another cold lol with fever, I vibrated the Jos runes for the chakras, fever gone (but be careful with mantras based on their power, because given your spine you may have energetic blockages).
-Build an aura of protection (and hope JA jumps in other methods of healing lol)

Timings: due to the seriousness of the situation, I'd start a lot of workings, even if it's not the correct timing (such workings, to remove illnesses, should preferably be started with a Virgo moon, waning to remove) you can always skip a day and then restaet on the proper day. Lydia monthly writes a calendar with dates to start workings.

Oh and don't worry. If the situation gets really bad, ask Satan for help, he never leaves us alone.

 

[ed8874]

It's gonna take time to heal but you are gonna have to do something about it other than taking painkillers.
You should look at the satanic healing page, I'd start Sunday a working to heal it,
an example of a working could be:
raum meditation
aum suryae 111 or 222 reps
satanas 4 times
affirm: in a positive and healthy way my spine is permanently healed in all ways now and forever. (or anything you deem better)
satanas 4 times
aum

This will take from 25 to 40 minutes depending on how many reps you do, and you are gonna have to do it for a long time, healing may come in any way, so maybe your spine adjusting or you could get a free surgery or whatnot. Invest your time wisely, you are for sure gonna have days in which you dont wanna do this but if you are persistent you everything will go better

 

[shubham_rane666]

Ask in ss health group and join in there.