Thanks your advice. first i respect you and i know you are woman. actually, i.m stand by gender equality both spiritually and physically, i know soul/spirit is spiritual and material. now i.m very busy because, i must do power meditation in every day(now 694 days) and enemy forces attacking me(they 24hours talk to me and they can read my mind) and i want go America for studying abroad in graduate school, and i must work.
i wish, i want meet good woman but, i don't have time. but i can do sex with pay some money i don't this is bad because, sex is not sin. i will keep walk with Satan and i hope keep walk with Joy of Satan.
Hail Satan. and God(true one God Satan, not Jehovah) bless you and high priest and high priestess and all to real satanist.