Redirecting energy to prevent negative side effects?

[exarkuun1991]

So far, I've been having a recent issue that actually stretches a good ways back. When I had been empowering myself, I was making my voice "do" the work. What I said would happen. I did this because of reading that strong witches could simply think and make things happen..no doubt, I AM AT THAT POINT. My aura twists energy to accomplish my tasks.. Now, anything negative I say, especially "I forgot", is painful. It affects me, harshly, like I am trying to forget EVERYTHING about such a topic. I have tried to do affirmations such as "My voice does not negatively affect me in any way", but this seems to have no effect on the wording. I have resorted to other excuses. Something got in the way, I didn't do it, I wasn't paying attention, etc. Some are worse, some are better. I've also gone with the famous "whoops" that I love using, but this casts doubt. So thos is an issue I need assistance with, please. Yes I do clean ALL my energy daily. As often as I can to reverse the negativity. Please pardon typos..this phone is annoying to use sometimes.

 

[Light Yagami]

Uuuh... Are you sure you're not thinking too deeply about it?First of all we do not use "NOT" in affirmations; you should know that if you've been meditating for so long.... _So, if what you have is not just a thoughtform (or you bullshitting us) you should use PROPER affirmations (without "NOT" and say something like "my voice blah blah affects me positively" or something) and do void meditations in order to control your thoughts etc.You know, if you actually reached such a level that your words would become reality right away, then you wouldn't have such a stupid problem, really. Στις 2:04 μ.μ. Παρασκευή, 11 Απριλίου 2014, ο/η "exarkuun1991@..." <exarkuun1991@... έγραψε:
  So far, I've been having a recent issue that actually stretches a good ways back. When I had been empowering myself, I was making my voice "do" the work. What I said would happen. I did this because of reading that strong witches could simply think and make things happen..no doubt, I AM AT THAT POINT. My aura twists energy to accomplish my tasks.. Now, anything negative I say, especially "I forgot", is painful. It affects me, harshly, like I am trying to forget EVERYTHING about such a topic. I have tried to do affirmations such as "My voice does not negatively affect me in any way", but this seems to have no effect on the wording. I have resorted to other excuses. Something got in the way, I didn't do it, I wasn't paying attention, etc. Some are worse, some are better. I've also gone with the famous "whoops" that I love using, but this casts doubt. So thos is an issue I need assistance with, please. Yes I do clean ALL my energy daily. As often as I can to reverse the negativity. Please pardon typos..this phone is annoying to use sometimes.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

I know exactly what you mean. This is a point when you are strong but yet your mind disobeys you, in a sense. I recall when I was at that point I would joke about things. And felt the effects of even the joke. What I came up with is programm your mind and soul to never cause anything negative and against yourself. Programm it in other words to cause only positive, healthy and pleasant things to you. 
Keep on it until the symptoms are gone. The enemy can use this if you do not have a stable mind and fuck you over. I know a guy who meditated and had intense power as in raw power, but a weak mind. He wanted to lose weight very fast and he desired it so much, but he did not listen to all the precautions, hows and whys. In the end he lost the weight but he fell down sickly and horribly for 2 weeks and almost died. He could not even eat a peanut as his stomach was closed involuntarily. His mind did what he said, but due to his subconscious mot being programmed to obey and do things in the only possible manner, fucked him over.
-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666.

 

[hailourtruegod1]

Would the affirmation " only positive, healthy, and pleasant things happen to me" work or would I have to throw in there the words mind and soul too?

 

[Kareem Zedan]

Ok you can try using the rune Algiz, which is good for banishing residual negative energies that may lie dormant and 'under the radar' in your soul. Also you must work on strengthening your Masculine energies since they are what control and direct your Feminine energies. Masculine directs and controls, Feminine manifests and creates. I find that using specific runes for this purpose are very helpful. When you have an imbalance of energies these could likely be the cause of it. Are you doing the alternate breathing exercise everyday? Try Sowilo, or anything related with the sun with your soul since the Sun is Masculine. Mannaz is also good for developing the left side of your brain. Hail Satan!!!!http://luciferiexcelsi666.blogspot.co.uk/ On Friday, 11 April 2014, 12:04, "exarkuun1991@..." <exarkuun1991@... wrote:
  So far, I've been having a recent issue that actually stretches a good ways back. When I had been empowering myself, I was making my voice "do" the work. What I said would happen. I did this because of reading that strong witches could simply think and make things happen..no doubt, I AM AT THAT POINT. My aura twists energy to accomplish my tasks.. Now, anything negative I say, especially "I forgot", is painful. It affects me, harshly, like I am trying to forget EVERYTHING about such a topic. I have tried to do affirmations such as "My voice does not negatively affect me in any way", but this seems to have no effect on the wording. I have resorted to other excuses. Something got in the way, I didn't do it, I wasn't paying attention, etc. Some are worse, some are better. I've also gone with the famous "whoops" that I love using, but this casts doubt. So thos is an issue I need assistance with, please. Yes I do clean ALL my energy daily. As often as I can to reverse the negativity. Please pardon typos..this phone is annoying to use sometimes.

 

[exarkuun1991]

Ok I'll work on that. Only positive sounds efficient, but I thought that "not" was only a myth..