Hello all, I have been a Satanist for about a year and a half now, but in the past few months, I have stopped connecting with Satan due to issues with school, family, and other personal issues. However, now I am completely free and open to reconnecting with Satan. But, I am a little unsure on how to do this. When I was actively meditating and praying, I could definitely feel a strong presence with me and all around me, I felt as though I was protected and always watched over. But in the past few months this feeling has faded. I had a look into other left-hand path religions due to the fact that I am extremely enthralled by the supernatural and occult sciences. I always knew I was true to Satan in my heart, even when our bond felt dim and weak. I wish to restrengthen my bond towards Satan and find my guardian demon, and hopefully, reach the spiritual level I was at before I had a "leave of absence" from any kind of spirituality. I am in need of suggestions on what I can do to get back to Satan's side. Also, would he be angry with me for not being entirely focused on him and sort of, "neglecting" him?
Many Thanks.
