Re: Needing some help

[lucifer4pres666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mnl_araujo" <mnl_araujo@... wrote:

Well, since my previous message, I was trying Wicca to see if it was actually any good but, I left it, hopefully, for good. That "fad" lasted for about six months.
Now, I'm back to Satanism and I've been experiencing some problems.
Today I did my first ritual since many months and I felt absolutely NOTHING. Before, I could feel a (slight) presence in my room after I invoked Father Satan and the Demons. Yet, today, I felt nothing. I tried to talk to Father and meditate but nothing worked.
I'm sure He's mad at me because of what I've done. What should I do? Please help me.

i did one worse than you, last year i was harassed by christians and convinced to leave Satan for Xainity. shortly after, i realized what i did and tried to come back, and i felt nothing aswell.

communication and invokation have eluded me constantly, but my magick still yields viable results, although my prayers to Father Satan have been answered in actions and not words.

i spend my free time trying to prove to him that my loyalty is with him, and always will. if you feel like he has left you and is mad, i suggest doing as i have done, for i feel that i am finally gaining ground again.