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Ameixing Lyf

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Caz i have constant dreams when i can't hold my self on the ground....am always floating in space!!!! Does any one else have similar  experiencies????? On Feb 8, 2015 12:16 PM, "Ameixing Lyf" <alyf216@... wrote:
Am really worked up....i hope i make sense in wat am about to write!!!! Not once..not twice...
I have always had dreams of such nature as far as i can remember!
I have never taken it serious but after wat happens last night am kinda creeped.
Am pretty much relating this to the movie insidious caz i think that's wat happens to me most of the times when i go to sleep!!!! In my dream am always wondering around in some dark place with no peoople at all. The place is always astrange...like its always night and the sun can never rise!!
But last night it was so f*cking intense!!
It felt so real. There were whispers of voices i couldnt  understand!!
Its like these voices wanted to get to me!!!! I woke up sweating and on the verge of tearing...
I didn't want  go back to sleep.
But my eyes were heavy and its like they were closing on there own...or something was drawing me...idk!!!
Truth is it didnt feel like sleep..its like  my eyes were closing in an instant and i was entering into a trance state!!but not at will..
I kept fighting it caz i was scared but i kept opening my eyes and they closed by force!!! Often in my dreams i let wat is be....but this was no dream i tell you. An unlike in the other dreams there were voices of people....creepy whispers...that were heading towards me!!! I tried to force my self awake!!! But it was all in vain. So i decided to run from the voices but there was no gravity to hold me down!!!!
I was fucking floating in space(which am used to in my dreams) what nagged me is that i couldn't run while floating. It was like i was awake and my mind was functioning properly...i told my self that this is no dream...i thought my soul had astral projected!!!! I was so scared. And being scared terrified more me knowing that the enemy in such situations feeds upon our fear and can  hurt us so easy!!! I tried to void meditate but i couldn't concetrate!!!
I tried to visualise my aura of protection but all in vain!!!!!
I was so desparete!!!! Wat should i doooo??
Am so scared i can't go back to sleep!!!
SweetSatanhelpme i have tried to work upon my fear(i have read summons that say fear=faliure!!!) But after knowing that once you open your third eye you see spirits that, kinda got me worried abt opening mine!!!!
I have vibrated runes to open it and when i got over stimulated i kinda slowed down!!! Am scared to open my third eye!! Or even open any of the other chakras....i feel so terrible!!!! Am really trying to work on the fear issue...i was the kind that used to get startled by my own shadow!!!
But am improving...at list now i can even walk at night without an escort!!!
Yeahyeah i know i sound like am three but....at list am working on it.
Eversince i learned there's a guardian demon to protect me my fear sort of decreased. I trust him to protect me. But after wat happened last night (the creepy whispers and all) its like i have gone back to ground zero in fear managenent!!!
I cant help how i feel. Could it be that my soul really detaches from my body and i wonder in a diffrent world full of spirits????
Will i go back to sleep again...i doubt it!!! Wat should i do????
 
Am really worked up....i hope i make sense in wat am about to write!!!! Not once..not twice...
I have always had dreams of such nature as far as i can remember!
I have never taken it serious but after wat happens last night am kinda creeped.
Am pretty much relating this to the movie insidious caz i think that's wat happens to me most of the times when i go to sleep!!!! In my dream am always wondering around in some dark place with no peoople at all. The place is always astrange...like its always night and the sun can never rise!!
But last night it was so f*cking intense!!
It felt so real. There were whispers of voices i couldnt  understand!!
Its like these voices wanted to get to me!!!! I woke up sweating and on the verge of tearing...
I didn't want  go back to sleep.
But my eyes were heavy and its like they were closing on there own...or something was drawing me...idk!!!
Truth is it didnt feel like sleep..its like  my eyes were closing in an instant and i was entering into a trance state!!but not at will..
I kept fighting it caz i was scared but i kept opening my eyes and they closed by force!!! Often in my dreams i let wat is be....but this was no dream i tell you. An unlike in the other dreams there were voices of people....creepy whispers...that were heading towards me!!! I tried to force my self awake!!! But it was all in vain. So i decided to run from the voices but there was no gravity to hold me down!!!!
I was fucking floating in space(which am used to in my dreams) what nagged me is that i couldn't run while floating. It was like i was awake and my mind was functioning properly...i told my self that this is no dream...i thought my soul had astral projected!!!! I was so scared. And being scared terrified more me knowing that the enemy in such situations feeds upon our fear and can  hurt us so easy!!! I tried to void meditate but i couldn't concetrate!!!
I tried to visualise my aura of protection but all in vain!!!!!
I was so desparete!!!! Wat should i doooo??
Am so scared i can't go back to sleep!!!
SweetSatanhelpme i have tried to work upon my fear(i have read summons that say fear=faliure!!!) But after knowing that once you open your third eye you see spirits that, kinda got me worried abt opening mine!!!!
I have vibrated runes to open it and when i got over stimulated i kinda slowed down!!! Am scared to open my third eye!! Or even open any of the other chakras....i feel so terrible!!!! Am really trying to work on the fear issue...i was the kind that used to get startled by my own shadow!!!
But am improving...at list now i can even walk at night without an escort!!!
Yeahyeah i know i sound like am three but....at list am working on it.
Eversince i learned there's a guardian demon to protect me my fear sort of decreased. I trust him to protect me. But after wat happened last night (the creepy whispers and all) its like i have gone back to ground zero in fear managenent!!!
I cant help how i feel. Could it be that my soul really detaches from my body and i wonder in a diffrent world full of spirits????
Will i go back to sleep again...i doubt it!!! Wat should i do????
 
That's just it. FEAR IS YOUR ENEMY! If you are a dedicated Satanist, then you are protected. My third eye has been
open for years. I see all kinds of things. And you know what, I turn my lights off and go to sleep at night. I have demons
around a lot. I feel them and see them. Father Satan's Demons will never hurt you. They are very respectful and helpful.
So, your enemy is your fear! Take a deep breath. Do a banishing ritual. And meditate daily. Clean your chakras, etc.
And swallow your fear.
Hail Father Satan!
--------------------------------------------
On Sun, 2/8/15, Ameixing Lyf alyf216@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Insidious!!!!!
To: [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url]
Date: Sunday, February 8, 2015, 1:16 AM


 









Am really worked up....i hope i make sense
in wat am about to write!!!!
Not once..not twice...

I have always had dreams of such nature as far as i can
remember!

I have never taken it serious but after wat happens last
night am kinda creeped.

Am pretty much relating this to the movie insidious caz i
think that's wat happens to me most of the times when i
go to sleep!!!!
In my dream am always wondering around in some dark place
with no peoople at all. The place is always astrange...like
its always night and the sun can never rise!!

But last night it was so f*cking intense!!

It felt so real. There were whispers of voices i couldnt 
understand!!

Its like these voices wanted to get to me!!!!

I woke up sweating and on the verge of tearing...

I didn't want  go back to sleep.

But my eyes were heavy and its like they were closing on
there own...or something was drawing me...idk!!!

Truth is it didnt feel like sleep..its like  my eyes were
closing in an instant and i was entering into a trance
state!!but not at will..

I kept fighting it caz i was scared but i kept opening my
eyes and they closed by force!!!
Often in my dreams i let wat is be....but this was no
dream i tell you. An unlike in the other dreams there were
voices of people....creepy whispers...that were heading
towards me!!!
I tried to force my self awake!!! But it was all in vain.
So i decided to run from the voices but there was no gravity
to hold me down!!!!

I was fucking floating in space(which am used to in my
dreams) what nagged me is that i couldn't run while
floating.
It was like i was awake and my mind was functioning
properly...i told my self that this is no dream...i thought
my soul had astral projected!!!!
I was so scared. And being scared terrified more me
knowing that the enemy in such situations feeds upon our
fear and can  hurt us so easy!!! I tried to void meditate
but i couldn't concetrate!!!

I tried to visualise my aura of protection but all in
vain!!!!!

I was so desparete!!!!
Wat should i doooo??

Am so scared i can't go back to sleep!!!

SweetSatanhelpme i have tried to work upon my fear(i have
read summons that say fear=faliure!!!) But after knowing
that once you open your third eye you see spirits that,
kinda got me worried abt opening mine!!!!

I have vibrated runes to open it and when i got over
stimulated i kinda slowed down!!! Am scared to open my third
eye!! Or even open any of the other chakras....i feel so
terrible!!!!
Am really trying to work on the fear issue...i was the
kind that used to get startled by my own shadow!!!

But am improving...at list now i can even walk at night
without an escort!!!

Yeahyeah i know i sound like am three but....at list am
working on it.

Eversince i learned there's a guardian demon to protect
me my fear sort of decreased. I trust him to protect me.
But after wat happened last night (the creepy whispers
and all) its like i have gone back to ground zero in fear
managenent!!!

I cant help how i feel.
Could it be that my soul really detaches from my body and
i wonder in a diffrent world full of spirits????

Will i go back to sleep again...i doubt it!!!
Wat should i do????










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