Ameixing Lyf
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Caz i have constant dreams when i can't hold my self on the ground....am always floating in space!!!! Does any one else have similar experiencies????? On Feb 8, 2015 12:16 PM, "Ameixing Lyf" <alyf216@... wrote:
Caz i have constant dreams when i can't hold my self on the ground....am always floating in space!!!! Does any one else have similar experiencies????? On Feb 8, 2015 12:16 PM, "Ameixing Lyf" <alyf216@... wrote:
Am really worked up....i hope i make sense in wat am about to write!!!! Not once..not twice...
I have always had dreams of such nature as far as i can remember!
I have never taken it serious but after wat happens last night am kinda creeped.
Am pretty much relating this to the movie insidious caz i think that's wat happens to me most of the times when i go to sleep!!!! In my dream am always wondering around in some dark place with no peoople at all. The place is always astrange...like its always night and the sun can never rise!!
But last night it was so f*cking intense!!
It felt so real. There were whispers of voices i couldnt understand!!
Its like these voices wanted to get to me!!!! I woke up sweating and on the verge of tearing...
I didn't want go back to sleep.
But my eyes were heavy and its like they were closing on there own...or something was drawing me...idk!!!
Truth is it didnt feel like sleep..its like my eyes were closing in an instant and i was entering into a trance state!!but not at will..
I kept fighting it caz i was scared but i kept opening my eyes and they closed by force!!! Often in my dreams i let wat is be....but this was no dream i tell you. An unlike in the other dreams there were voices of people....creepy whispers...that were heading towards me!!! I tried to force my self awake!!! But it was all in vain. So i decided to run from the voices but there was no gravity to hold me down!!!!
I was fucking floating in space(which am used to in my dreams) what nagged me is that i couldn't run while floating. It was like i was awake and my mind was functioning properly...i told my self that this is no dream...i thought my soul had astral projected!!!! I was so scared. And being scared terrified more me knowing that the enemy in such situations feeds upon our fear and can hurt us so easy!!! I tried to void meditate but i couldn't concetrate!!!
I tried to visualise my aura of protection but all in vain!!!!!
I was so desparete!!!! Wat should i doooo??
Am so scared i can't go back to sleep!!!
SweetSatanhelpme i have tried to work upon my fear(i have read summons that say fear=faliure!!!) But after knowing that once you open your third eye you see spirits that, kinda got me worried abt opening mine!!!!
I have vibrated runes to open it and when i got over stimulated i kinda slowed down!!! Am scared to open my third eye!! Or even open any of the other chakras....i feel so terrible!!!! Am really trying to work on the fear issue...i was the kind that used to get startled by my own shadow!!!
But am improving...at list now i can even walk at night without an escort!!!
Yeahyeah i know i sound like am three but....at list am working on it.
Eversince i learned there's a guardian demon to protect me my fear sort of decreased. I trust him to protect me. But after wat happened last night (the creepy whispers and all) its like i have gone back to ground zero in fear managenent!!!
I cant help how i feel. Could it be that my soul really detaches from my body and i wonder in a diffrent world full of spirits????
Will i go back to sleep again...i doubt it!!! Wat should i do????