You still have christian ties, read to get rid of them... start doing aura cleaning and aura protection as soon as posible! Your fear comes from the christian ties(vortex), and from the fact that your mind was programmed all those years...
Dedication is very serious! You must not mix satanism with any other religion!
"i said i was the messiah to the world" again it is probably due to your background... be careful you sound very delusional...satanists are not prophets of a God or something like that, don't think you are more special than you are...you have a long way to go...
