Dont worry, we wont think your crazy. Your in the right place. Actually, alot of us have had many experiences along the lines of yours and even more. JoyofSatan.com is where we get almost all of our info. I hope you feel youve found the right place.
wwjab wrote:
Dear friends:
This is my first message here. My name is Alejandro, I have 26 years
old. I will have 27 the next January 12st.
I knew the Catholic religion is a lot of lies since very young. Never
could accept the Catholic religion.
I don't know why, but a few months ago, I awaked the desire to study a
bit about demonology and satanism.
Then I readed a copy of the Satanic Bible. I have to confess that I
couldn't avoid to agree with all the toughts and the philosophy writed
in the first 20 or 30 pages of the document. When I reached the
rituals section I stoped reading after a few pages.
Then I reached this wonderfull page that taked me here:
http://www.angelfir e.com/empire/ serpentis666/ TRADITIONAL. html
Its a very interesting page. I enjoyed a lot reading some of its
documents. However, when reading one article regarding experiences
after being in contact with demons, maked me feel I'm not alone.
I'll try to explain me the best I can:
I usually feel an electric feeling in my head an most parts of my
body. I tends to happen when I'm enjoying something a lot, like a good
music theme, or a good movie scene.
Another thing is that sometimes I cannot sleep at all, until I take
some pills to do so.
Very often in any moment of the day I talk telepathically (or with my
mind) with someone. It cannot be my imagination, because I cannot
create knowledge of nothing. I asked her who was. She said "The
Goddess of Destruction" .
Well, we talk a lot of time about lots of topics. When I feel sad or
upset for something, she talks to me, gives me advices, and gives me
the strength to overcome the situation.
She teached me to relax before sleeping so I can meditate.
I saw her in my dreams. He showed like a beautiful teen girl, with
black hair, dark eyed eyes, and white skin. She shows very powerfull
in the dreams, and I'm allways aware of that in them.
I remember a beautifull episode when I was a child. I was in bed,
triying to sleep, then I started to hear a beautiful harp melody.
I was enjoying it a lot. When I tried to see who was playing it, I saw
a silver light vanish, and the music stoped.
Maybe I sound like a crazy guy, who must stop taking drugs or
something. But I swear I'm saying the truth. I came here, because I
found lots of similarities between your articles and my actual
experience. So I wanted to share it with you and hear your opinions
about it.
Please, do not make fun of me. I know this may sound like a delirium,
but its the truth.
Thank you very much for reading.
Best regards.
Whipon.
