Having Sex with A Demon/ess requires extreme maturity doesnt it? It takes time and patience. And I think I cant do that,maybe I dont want to have Sex with a God and I cant wait anymore. I need it physically,not just masturbation alone. But honestly can't get anyone.
To be honest here, I've noticed, my short height is the only problem that keeps me stuck on this path otherwise I'd sprint.
It's like, out of blue,a gust of wind comes in and ruins whatever I'd developed in few days before I complete the 40 days cycle in meditation. This all happens,cuz of short height. The shyness,low self esteem,lack self-confidence,nervousness/amxiety attack,hatred against myself is all a result of being short. So,I cant really get anyone and have sex. And yeah I'm not the one who dreams about having a house,to get married,have kids and live a peaceful life in some corner of the world"I despise that to the core. I know I'm living in a enemy created perverted society,
I just need to increase my height but I'm already 24. But still I can't let go off my hope... I try self hypnosis but can't get to anywhere..
HAIL SATAN !

