ivorpavlek
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well i'm 18...born and raised in croatia...pisces by horoscope(8.march 1991)...(as if it matters)...i don't belive in anything except for what i feel. i feel something...and i think it's me....maybe i am retarded...
i read about..."..."Satnam" and "Sa Ta Na Ma" are sacred mantras used in kundalini (serpent) meditation. The five primal sounds in Ancient Sanskrit, one of the oldest known languages are "SA-TA-NA-MA."
All of this has to do with the kundalini life force (the serpent) within us..."
... all it's parts....ha ha ha....that makes sense to me. satanism....it sounds great to the point where you are supposed to worship someone. than it doesn't. i thought i understood clearly that it was within us...
i don't belive in church's blablings i wasn't raised as anything but as an individual. reserved in anything but for his intellectual reach. which is saddly small. i fell choked by the world...i love everything and anyoone...for i don't have a priorial bullshit fantasies in my head...i admit that i'm half retared so called human living in a small country where it's an achivement to know english...fuck...
well...i would like to achive selfactualisation....please don't insult me because of my lack in knowlege but instruct me...my questions...
aren't we supposed not to worship anyone but ourselves..?
good and evil? this doesn't exist, right? there are just sides?
that's for now...i'll continue if i get answered...hahahaha...
i read about..."..."Satnam" and "Sa Ta Na Ma" are sacred mantras used in kundalini (serpent) meditation. The five primal sounds in Ancient Sanskrit, one of the oldest known languages are "SA-TA-NA-MA."
All of this has to do with the kundalini life force (the serpent) within us..."
... all it's parts....ha ha ha....that makes sense to me. satanism....it sounds great to the point where you are supposed to worship someone. than it doesn't. i thought i understood clearly that it was within us...
i don't belive in church's blablings i wasn't raised as anything but as an individual. reserved in anything but for his intellectual reach. which is saddly small. i fell choked by the world...i love everything and anyoone...for i don't have a priorial bullshit fantasies in my head...i admit that i'm half retared so called human living in a small country where it's an achivement to know english...fuck...
well...i would like to achive selfactualisation....please don't insult me because of my lack in knowlege but instruct me...my questions...
aren't we supposed not to worship anyone but ourselves..?
good and evil? this doesn't exist, right? there are just sides?
that's for now...i'll continue if i get answered...hahahaha...