Question about parents Pls help

[Academic Scholar]

I'm 16 and live in China.As you know, Chinese people have a tradition of worshipping their ancestors and filial piety.

But, I do not want to worship my ancestors or love my parents.Is it ok?They neither respect Gods,nor care about Satanism.I can't tolerate them for this.

There is not doubt that Satanism is far more important than family to me.And everytime my parents did something against Satanism's creeds, I got very angry and hated them from the bottom of my heart.Is dislike parents allowed in Satanism? In the one hand, I won't love my parents unless they become satanic, in the other hand, I feel like hating family is incorrect.I can't make the choice.

Could you inform me whether it is incorrect to dislike parents?Is it selfish to love Satanism only?

I worship Satan only.It is my choice and I need no one else to tell me who I should to worship.It is disgusting for me to be told to worship ancestors.And because of it, I hate Chinese traditions and culture,although myself is a Chinese.It is strange, isn't it?

People around me are all atheists and believe in the Party. None of them is my true friend. Sometimes I felt lonely.But I know it is not unworthy.

Thanks for your understanding.I am enjoying to talk with you.I always believe only Satanists are my true sisters and brothers.

(I know my English is poor,but I believe that I do have the ability to communicate with English speakers.Actually I am in my school's dormitory room and stay up late for it,with my phone secretly.haha)

It’s OK to feel how you feel. For SS Lord Satan comes first, He is the center of our lives. Most of us here tolerate our deluded family members and pretend to regard them as family.

How’d you find and read the Joy of Satan? Is there a Mandarin version of it? Your English is good <3

 

[Sahrot]

I'm 16 and live in China.As you know, Chinese people have a tradition of worshipping their ancestors and filial piety.

But, I do not want to worship my ancestors or love my parents.Is it ok?They neither respect Gods,nor care about Satanism.I can't tolerate them for this.

There is not doubt that Satanism is far more important than family to me.And everytime my parents did something against Satanism's creeds, I got very angry and hated them from the bottom of my heart.Is dislike parents allowed in Satanism? In the one hand, I won't love my parents unless they become satanic, in the other hand, I feel like hating family is incorrect.I can't make the choice.

Could you inform me whether it is incorrect to dislike parents?Is it selfish to love Satanism only?

I worship Satan only.It is my choice and I need no one else to tell me who I should to worship.It is disgusting for me to be told to worship ancestors.And because of it, I hate Chinese traditions and culture,although myself is a Chinese.It is strange, isn't it?

People around me are all atheists and believe in the Party. None of them is my true friend. Sometimes I felt lonely.But I know it is not unworthy.

Thanks for your understanding.I am enjoying to talk with you.I always believe only Satanists are my true sisters and brothers.

(I know my English is poor,but I believe that I do have the ability to communicate with English speakers.Actually I am in my school's dormitory room and stay up late for it,with my phone secretly.haha)

It’s OK to feel how you feel. For SS Lord Satan comes first, He is the center of our lives. Most of us here tolerate our deluded family members and pretend to regard them as family.

How’d you find and read the Joy of Satan? Is there a Mandarin version of it? Your English is good <3

I once search informations about Satanism on some unofficial Satanism website and download many pdfs,including "Demons.pdf".I was very interested in the descriptions of Demons.One day I found a link in the pdf,I click on it and found Joy Of Satan.

It is difficult for me to read Joy of Satan at first, I can not read Jos without a e-dictionary.I search almost every word to understand the sentences.It is quite tiring.But I won't give up.I am going to try my best to learn English so that I can read Jos better and communite with others easier.I haven't found any Mandarin version.It means I have to learn English.

For Satanism I'd like to do anything.And I can't tolerate anyone who disblieve Satan.

 

[DarkShadow]

I also do not like my parent. uhh.. Not only parents but whole family, i don't like my family. I hate my dad and i don't like my family because they always force me to do things i don't want to do. They are always telling me to go to church, to pray for my dead mom. Not only this but they insult Satan for no reason. And i hate them for this. I think it is right to not love them for their wrongness.
You don't have to worship any one if you don't want to. And if your ancestors were xians then don't worship them. You are free to love and worship anyone whom you want to. Their is not anything selfish in that.

 

[HailMotherLilith]

I also do not like my parent. uhh.. Not only parents but whole family, i don't like my family. I hate my dad and i don't like my family because they always force me to do things i don't want to do. They are always telling me to go to church, to pray for my dead mom. Not only this but they insult Satan for no reason. And i hate them for this. I think it is right to not love them for their wrongness.
You don't have to worship any one if you don't want to. And if your ancestors were xians then don't worship them. You are free to love and worship anyone whom you want to. Their is not anything selfish in that.

they insult Satan for no reason.

They're brainwashed to do so.

We're not living in a Satanic World Order yet.... We're still fighting for freedom.

 

[Little Wolf]

I'm 16 and live in China.As you know, Chinese people have a tradition of worshipping their ancestors and filial piety.

But, I do not want to worship my ancestors or love my parents.Is it ok?They neither respect Gods,nor care about Satanism.I can't tolerate them for this.

There is not doubt that Satanism is far more important than family to me.And everytime my parents did something against Satanism's creeds, I got very angry and hated them from the bottom of my heart.Is dislike parents allowed in Satanism? In the one hand, I won't love my parents unless they become satanic, in the other hand, I feel like hating family is incorrect.I can't make the choice.

Could you inform me whether it is incorrect to dislike parents?Is it selfish to love Satanism only?

I worship Satan only.It is my choice and I need no one else to tell me who I should to worship.It is disgusting for me to be told to worship ancestors.And because of it, I hate Chinese traditions and culture,although myself is a Chinese.It is strange, isn't it?

People around me are all atheists and believe in the Party. None of them is my true friend. Sometimes I felt lonely.But I know it is not unworthy.

Thanks for your understanding.I am enjoying to talk with you.I always believe only Satanists are my true sisters and brothers.

(I know my English is poor,but I believe that I do have the ability to communicate with English speakers.Actually I am in my school's dormitory room and stay up late for it,with my phone secretly.haha)

Hi, I'm from SouthEast Asia and I also have Chinesse blood running through my vein. Chinesse parents can be hard a lot of times. I was also growing up hating my parents.
The advice I can give you is, you need to stop focusing om your parents and start focusing on your empowerment. When you do meditation and empower yourself, you will remove negative energy and heal from past experiences and abuse (from parents, family members, etc).
Understand that your parents also have been abuse by elder families too (the world is fucked by Yehuborim) and you can cut the karmic cycle out by self loving and self empowerment.
Keep the meditation, the research, and the learn. Focus more on self empowerment. I speak from experience. Hope this helps

 

[Sahrot]

Hi, I'm from SouthEast Asia and I also have Chinesse blood running through my vein. Chinesse parents can be hard a lot of times. I was also growing up hating my parents.
The advice I can give you is, you need to stop focusing om your parents and start focusing on your empowerment. When you do meditation and empower yourself, you will remove negative energy and heal from past experiences and abuse (from parents, family members, etc).
Understand that your parents also have been abuse by elder families too (the world is fucked by Yehuborim) and you can cut the karmic cycle out by self loving and self empowerment.
Keep the meditation, the research, and the learn. Focus more on self empowerment. I speak from experience. Hope this helps

What's important is self–empowerment.I understand.It has been 3 months since I asked that ignorant question...I'm not that naive now.

Everyone asked me to study more and meditate more...I'm so ashamed of my ignorance...I'd better stop chatting and to study. :shock:

So many people replied me and I haven't thank you.I'm sorry....It usually took me hours to write a post and I was lazy.Thank you for answering my questions!! I never ignore any reply.