Question about our EGO (wish i dont wait years for my topic to be a

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Humm so should we go against or with our ego am now totaly confused about it.If we go with our ego we might suicide die or just feel that we arent in our own boddy that he is the real owner also 99% of the time we might be down under the floor so it doesent make logic for me,isnt it more logical to go against him cuz of that some of the big persons in the universe got beaten it and they can be count on fingers but anyway isnt that point of the life.this is question that makes me feel strange this days my ego is very quiet so i got time to think about it  so i wish my question was answeared in short time  also i want to know cuz maybe that thought my be just left from my past religion stuck and just fills my brain.