Question #888: Should I redo the initiation?

[Ask Satya Operator]

So, about a year ago, I did the initiation ritual for spiritual satanism. Then, after a few weeks, I found a random succubus spell from some random site. The succubus spell included writing into a paper what I wanted in a succubus and also writing to ain sof, which is basically yhwh. So I asked for a succubus from yhwh and it didn't come. Now I remembered that I did that ritual and I'm wondering if my initiation to satan was somehow broken by that spell. I was oblivious to the fact that ain sof meant yhwh up until I made a google search recently. I have done a lot of ss meditations since then (I still do)and they all felt empowering.

 

[nebu]

So, about a year ago, I did the initiation ritual for spiritual satanism. Then, after a few weeks, I found a random succubus spell from some random site. The succubus spell included writing into a paper what I wanted in a succubus and also writing to ain sof, which is basically yhwh. So I asked for a succubus from yhwh and it didn't come. Now I remembered that I did that ritual and I'm wondering if my initiation to satan was somehow broken by that spell. I was oblivious to the fact that ain sof meant yhwh up until I made a google search recently. I have done a lot of ss meditations since then (I still do)and they all felt empowering.

was there a part that made you cut ties very directly with satan?

the only way for this to happen is for you to be aware of a very clear renunciation of satan who wants to leave the path
otherwise, even if you have used narcotics, and for some reason you have become a LUCID individual, welcome more than ever to follow the development

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

You could do it again if you want to, but it is not necessary.