AskSatanOperator
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I had a best friend for about 5 to 6 years, it was the strongest and most connected friendship I've ever had ( we're not friends anymore ) after her I got extremely tired of friendships ( I removed ties with her so we don't have connections anymore ) I just can't be who I am anymore with friendships, I have colleagues and everything but they tire me too ( they're very boring and I prefer to be alone they don't suck my energy, at least I think ). I talk and pretend as much as I can, but I'm running out of patience. I'd like to have friends, but I'm tired of these people. This is all happening years after I've been meditating a lot, could it be because of that?