Question #1935: I'm leaving

[AskSatanOperator]

Maybe I didn't do much as a satanist, I feel bad about it, I don't think I can continue anymore because of my mental situation and perspective on myself, my head literally does not stop hurting, I am not proud of this. I would really like to continue, I arrived in the best way and as my happiness was increasing with this, it was the best thing that happened to me, but now I am leaving in the most upset way, unfortunately. I've been thinking about it for days already, if I try to talk to god satan about this can I just go on with my life normally? I know that Satan does not impose himself on anyone but I am talking about getting away from everything that has to do with energy and stuff. anyway I will always remember Satanism with great respect. I don't plan to get involved with any other religion.

 

[hailourtruegod]

There is literally zero logic to this decision. This path is specifically to better your own life first of foremost then when one is ready they can start helping the community but you help yourself first.

This type of thinking goes for everything in life outside of here.

Will you quit school because you choose not to learn in class or do your work even if you did you will see your self getting ahead?

If you were at the gym and never lift a weight by your own choice you'll just stop going and according to your reasoning you're stopping because you didn't get around to workout and make a routine out of it?

It just doesn't make sense.

If you want to succeed in life outside of here then the benefits of meditations and workings greatly help and boost yourself to get ahead in life outside of here.

It's like if a sick patient never took their medicine and decided to stop taking them because they rather just go out and about to live but the medicine itself will help you not just live a longer life but a healthier one.

Getting into a routine when you have zero experience in spirituality can be a stressful but all it takes is to even just start slow but make sure you are consistent. Not just for a week, a month or even a few months but many months to years and the positive affects are obvious after that.

 

[AFODO]

You can always start making yourself better.
You will never be able to run away from energy and stuff because everything is energy and everything is spiritual.
This path it hard, only the persistent people will succeed, however, time goes by fast, you will eventually get there when you get real spiritual experiences. Everybody had to go trough this phase.

Don't be sad, and upset that you have nothing done yet, but be upset if you never going to.
It's never too late to start doing and complete the gods intentions. We do this for higher purposes and eventually everybody going to do the same.
Don't you want to be among the first ones? We are very revolutionary, and everybody who dedicated to do this, is being appreciated by the gods.

 

[Henu the Great]

A big mistake, but oftentimes greatest lessons are derived from great mistakes.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

It does not sound like you have tried any of the solutions that Satanism brings to you, such as directly applying energy to resolve your problems. Why are you letting this make you rethink your loyalty? What do you think you would gain by leaving? There is nothing to gain and everything to lose!

You need to elaborate on your problems, mental conflicts, or other concerns before you let it push you down a destructive path.