AskSatanOperator
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since birth, I have opposite desires and interests, I argue with myself what is best for me, but I'm not good at being decisive. Lately I've been beating gambling addiction and porn, but at the same time I don't do enough meditations and classes to respect myself. sometimes I want to fuck a living being that I see on the street and it makes me uncomfortable, but I cope. I also talked to myself and was able to convince myself that I need to do my back and then it will be easier for me to breathe and then I can get the result I want, but the second part of me does not want to do and is sad.and I am very concerned about the fact that I started talking to myself I don't feel at ease from this I get goosebumps when there is an appeal to myself.