Queation for Standard ritual I'm hurry

[nissangtr32]

Queation for Standard ritual

Hello, I have a question about standard ritual

When I do a standard ritual, do I have to go through all the procedures?

And because of the fear of consciousness
I used a little bit of abuse(swear word)
Do Satan and God get angry about this?

I'm conscious, but I think I started too impulsively.

Would it be okay to end the
Ritual without finishing all the procedures of the ritual?

 

[nissangtr32]

I was afraid of consciousness, so I did it as if I were speaking (I told myself to let me have a dream that I could feel at ease)
And the tone of the ritual was also unrelenting.
I even accidentally drooled on my pants during my breathing meditation, feeling that I had to finish all the steps.

Was this an insult to them or would it go wrong?
I'm afraid now.
I wore a T-shirt and pants and performed a ritual,
I'm afraid this was insulting to them, too.

Does your father Satan tolerate mistakes?

 

[AFODO]

You don't have to, just say the pray and meditate on him, and his sigil.

Do you mean you writed a swear word into the pray, or did you said a swear word accidentally?
If you just said it, no problem.

(There are specific situations when you can use swear words. For exemple when you have an enemy and you tell a god how much you hate him/her or what did he/she did to you. But you have to be intelligent, and use these words intelligently.)

I always say that nobody should perform a standard ritual or any summoning until one's mind is fully clear about the gods, like no unconscious fear and non of these stuff.

 

[nissangtr32]

Are you a priest?
I decided not to do Satanism because of my compulsive accident.
This compulsive accident often appears sacrosanct and includes abusive language.
The actions I want to do include blasphemy .(convergence of thought) which afraid me.
I've been ignoring it.
It'll be okay?
I'm not going to do Satanism until I've solved this perfectly.

Now I'm about to forget.

 

[nissangtr32]

My compulsive thinking is blasphemy Swear Word
is included.
I need to cure this mental illness.
It even includes some schizophrenia.
When I try to do those things, don't
I feel a sense of auditory hallucination.
I think I'm even thinking about it unconsciously.
Does he punish me?
I post an article even though I have another blasphemy accident.
This is mental illness.
Does he understand?
Honestly, I think I still want to do it,
I think I'd better not to.

 

[nissangtr32]

I think I was even thinking about these things intentionally, unconsciously.
Can I ignore these or forget them?
Don't I have to be afraid?
I know this is random thinking but I'm afraid he'll punish me.
The trauma of yesterday's ritual is too strong.

 

[nissangtr32]

Even my thoughts insulted him horribly.

I think I've been holding on to this for too long
I know there is, but,
It's hard because this idea is included in all my actions.

I even remember this while I was writing this.
Is it okay to ignore it?
발음듣기복사하기번역 저장번역 저장

 

[Blitzkreig [SG]]

...

You are being way too hard on yourself. All parts about us can be fixed in time, but for now you must focus on the basics of Satanism and your soul. If you do this, and if you do spiritual warfare for the Gods, then this shows to them that you are trying to improve.

For now, do lots of void meditation. Over time, your thoughts will become more under control. Do as much as you can, even up to 20 or 30 minutes or more, split in smaller sessions.

Eventually, you can do energy work on your soul to remove parts of it which may give negative compulsive thoughts.

Everyone has their own problems, so don't get upset here. Just focus on solutions.

 

[ambiance211]

Satan knows whom he created, he understands