This is gonna sound odd of me, but let's start off from the beginning. I preformed the dedication ritual to Father Satan about 2+ months ago. Since then I have had several problems, one after another, or as some may call it: "A string of bad luck."
So after two months, I had still not preformed the Protective Aura spell, as many would say is one of the first you should do. I finally managed to clear my mind long enough to preform it Saturday afternoon; however, something odd happened.
Within seconds of preforming the spell, my forearm and chest began to ache beyond what I could imagine and my consciousness began to waver. My chest felt like it was on fire or as though someone had stabbed me while my arm felt as though someone had just ripped a section of my arm off. It was very excruciating....
Is there anyone who might be able to shed some light as to what happened here...? Did I do something wrong? Or was this perhaps something more?
Thanks in advance my fellow Brothers and Sisters
Hail Father Satan and the True Gods!

Protective A ura- A Very painful Experience
Yes, one's GD can be one's lover/Incubus/Succubus. You can also ask Them if They are your true soul mate, or if They can help you to find your soul mate. One thing on soul mates, though: be specific on what you ask for. I have other people who were not lovers, but more like friends, and we felt many deep connections. A soul can have more then one mate, because there are so many we have shared past lives with. We sometimes meet many of them again in our present incarnation. So if you ask for a soul mate, are you talking about a lifelong partner that you want to wed, or a person that is your best friend and closest confidante? When asking for something, be as specific as possible. Hail Satan!
From: "eremoslukos8@..." <eremoslukos8@...
To:
Sent: Sat, August 14, 2010 12:19:27 PM
Subject: Re: Re: Protective A ura- A Very painful Experience
On a similar topic: can your GD also be your sucubus/incubus? Serious question that needs an answer. Of would it be more appropriate to ask them to lead me to my TRUE soulmate? Please thank you for any all input! HAIL SATAN!!! Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T <hr> From: Gabe Star <starmithril@... Sender: Date: Fri, 13 Aug 2010 22:07:09 -0700 (PDT) To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: Re: Protective A ura- A Very painful Experience
I do not think I was clear on what I wrote. I know that the Lilim are a great race of Demons, and that Lady Lilith is their Mother. As I seemed to comprehend it, the OP was asking about the 'humanoid girl' near him, and thinking it was a Succubus. I was recommending that the OP pray to the SUCCUBUS, NOT to Lady Lilith. The Succubus could be the OP's Guardian Demon, it's a possibility. It's good to pray and talk to our GD. It's good to hear the reminder that we should not ask Father to come, nor Lady Lilith. Most people seem to forget this, these Gods are the most powerful, and it's disrespectful to summon Them like butlers or servants. Hope this cleared up any misunderstandings. Hail Satan!
From: raenoku <raenoku@...
To:
Sent: Fri, August 13, 2010 9:59:44 PM
Subject: Re: Protective A ura- A Very painful Experience
I think that the person got Lilim mixed up with Lilith, I know her well and she's upset as is reading this. You don't ask her or father to come to you or father to sed her to you, she comes to those she wants to on her, but mostly she likes being left alone. It's been said on the astral that she has only one other then father, and htat she is with him already. So if you do still feel to do a succubus ritual then do so, do not be specific or ask for a specific god or goddess, ask father to send you the one your meant to be with. As for Lilith she's telling me now that she wishes to be left alone so I suggest you do so.
Hail Satan
Hail Lilith
Hail Beleth
--- In , Gabe Star <starmithril@... wrote:
Hehe, I am a girl. =) You can keep praying to her, write her a letter in how you
feel, and burn it in your next ritual, and wait for her to approach you. You can
also pray and ask Father Satan, if she and you can meet, if it was meant to be.
Ball's in your court. Hail Satan!
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From: chronokid3 <chronokid3@...
To:
Sent: Thu, August 12, 2010 3:25:44 PM
Subject: Re: Protective A ura- A Very painful Experience
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Interesting experience you had there Brother. You may be right and she is
waiting for me. But I have felt this longing for years, and in all honesty as
much as I crave/desire her to be by my side seeking her out isn't something I
really know how to do. I want to find her and I want her with me at all times.
But what should I do? Should I simply preform the ritual to ask Father to send
her to me...? Or is there something more that I should do...? I'm sorry... the
very thought of her puts me at a loss. I feel as though I HAVE to find her...
--- In , "Gabe Star" <starmithril@ wrote:
I was very attracted to dragons too. They are the only creature that is found in
every mythology of every culture. I really loved the stories by R.A Salvatore,
as well as the more benevolent dragons of the Far East. There was one dream in
which I had a past life, in which I was a dragon, a white one, and I could fly
up this mountain, and I went into this cave. My master, a great wizard, was
dying. I was only bringing him news of the world. I believe that I was
protecting him too, and watched over his bones after his passing. Dragons are
very magickal creatures, as well as very powerful. They are also one of Father
Satan's creatures and symbols. I love dragons. It's a good thing that there are
so many stories of them, but I wish there were more then the fire-breathing,
maiden-chomping and villager-as-food variety. Unfortunately, this is the Western
European notion of dragons, seen as extremely dangerous and the ones who will
steal your cows and kids in the Middle Ages if you weren't careful.
Once, I had an astral travel many years ago, before I was an xian or Satanist,
where I was just sitting in my old bedroom, and I came face to face with this
humungous green scaly dragon on top of a cliff, near a cave. He was so
beautiful, majestic and proud. He had the most beautiful, enchanting green eyes.
He was testing me, seeing if I was scared of him, and if I would run. I just
stared into his eyes, and then above his head. At this point, he swooshed up and
grabbed me in his claws. And he flew. I nestled into his claws, and hung on to
one of them. I could the landscape far below me. I felt the wind in my hair, and
the feeling of absolute freedom. I felt it in my bedroom, as I returned.
Dragons will seek you and surround you if you seek them. They DO exist, except
it is on a different plane then ours. Mankind has been hunting them for sport
and they left the physical realm many ages ago. They come in all shapes and
sizes and colours. It may be that there might be a few dragons surrounding you,
as Guardians. I have seen a few watching me while I sleep, or when I rest on the
subway. They are kind, and they DO exist.
As for the Lilim/Succubi, if you feel this way, TRUST YOUR FEELINGS. It could
very well be They who are seeking you out. More specifically, Her, the Succubus
of Lilith who is with you. She is probably one of your Guardians. Keep trying to
reach her, communicate with Her. I get the feeling that she is waiting for you.
Hope this helped. Hail Satan!
Yes, one's GD can be one's lover/Incubus/Succubus. You can also ask Them if They are your true soul mate, or if They can help you to find your soul mate. One thing on soul mates, though: be specific on what you ask for. I have other people who were not lovers, but more like friends, and we felt many deep connections. A soul can have more then one mate, because there are so many we have shared past lives with. We sometimes meet many of them again in our present incarnation. So if you ask for a soul mate, are you talking about a lifelong partner that you want to wed, or a person that is your best friend and closest confidante? When asking for something, be as specific as possible. Hail Satan!
From: "eremoslukos8@..." <eremoslukos8@...
To:
Sent: Sat, August 14, 2010 12:19:27 PM
Subject: Re: Re: Protective A ura- A Very painful Experience
On a similar topic: can your GD also be your sucubus/incubus? Serious question that needs an answer. Of would it be more appropriate to ask them to lead me to my TRUE soulmate? Please thank you for any all input! HAIL SATAN!!! Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T <hr> From: Gabe Star <starmithril@... Sender: Date: Fri, 13 Aug 2010 22:07:09 -0700 (PDT) To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: Re: Protective A ura- A Very painful Experience
I do not think I was clear on what I wrote. I know that the Lilim are a great race of Demons, and that Lady Lilith is their Mother. As I seemed to comprehend it, the OP was asking about the 'humanoid girl' near him, and thinking it was a Succubus. I was recommending that the OP pray to the SUCCUBUS, NOT to Lady Lilith. The Succubus could be the OP's Guardian Demon, it's a possibility. It's good to pray and talk to our GD. It's good to hear the reminder that we should not ask Father to come, nor Lady Lilith. Most people seem to forget this, these Gods are the most powerful, and it's disrespectful to summon Them like butlers or servants. Hope this cleared up any misunderstandings. Hail Satan!
From: raenoku <raenoku@...
To:
Sent: Fri, August 13, 2010 9:59:44 PM
Subject: Re: Protective A ura- A Very painful Experience
I think that the person got Lilim mixed up with Lilith, I know her well and she's upset as is reading this. You don't ask her or father to come to you or father to sed her to you, she comes to those she wants to on her, but mostly she likes being left alone. It's been said on the astral that she has only one other then father, and htat she is with him already. So if you do still feel to do a succubus ritual then do so, do not be specific or ask for a specific god or goddess, ask father to send you the one your meant to be with. As for Lilith she's telling me now that she wishes to be left alone so I suggest you do so.
Hail Satan
Hail Lilith
Hail Beleth
--- In , Gabe Star <starmithril@... wrote:
Hehe, I am a girl. =) You can keep praying to her, write her a letter in how you
feel, and burn it in your next ritual, and wait for her to approach you. You can
also pray and ask Father Satan, if she and you can meet, if it was meant to be.
Ball's in your court. Hail Satan!
________________________________
From: chronokid3 <chronokid3@...
To:
Sent: Thu, August 12, 2010 3:25:44 PM
Subject: Re: Protective A ura- A Very painful Experience
Â
Interesting experience you had there Brother. You may be right and she is
waiting for me. But I have felt this longing for years, and in all honesty as
much as I crave/desire her to be by my side seeking her out isn't something I
really know how to do. I want to find her and I want her with me at all times.
But what should I do? Should I simply preform the ritual to ask Father to send
her to me...? Or is there something more that I should do...? I'm sorry... the
very thought of her puts me at a loss. I feel as though I HAVE to find her...
--- In , "Gabe Star" <starmithril@ wrote:
I was very attracted to dragons too. They are the only creature that is found in
every mythology of every culture. I really loved the stories by R.A Salvatore,
as well as the more benevolent dragons of the Far East. There was one dream in
which I had a past life, in which I was a dragon, a white one, and I could fly
up this mountain, and I went into this cave. My master, a great wizard, was
dying. I was only bringing him news of the world. I believe that I was
protecting him too, and watched over his bones after his passing. Dragons are
very magickal creatures, as well as very powerful. They are also one of Father
Satan's creatures and symbols. I love dragons. It's a good thing that there are
so many stories of them, but I wish there were more then the fire-breathing,
maiden-chomping and villager-as-food variety. Unfortunately, this is the Western
European notion of dragons, seen as extremely dangerous and the ones who will
steal your cows and kids in the Middle Ages if you weren't careful.
Once, I had an astral travel many years ago, before I was an xian or Satanist,
where I was just sitting in my old bedroom, and I came face to face with this
humungous green scaly dragon on top of a cliff, near a cave. He was so
beautiful, majestic and proud. He had the most beautiful, enchanting green eyes.
He was testing me, seeing if I was scared of him, and if I would run. I just
stared into his eyes, and then above his head. At this point, he swooshed up and
grabbed me in his claws. And he flew. I nestled into his claws, and hung on to
one of them. I could the landscape far below me. I felt the wind in my hair, and
the feeling of absolute freedom. I felt it in my bedroom, as I returned.
Dragons will seek you and surround you if you seek them. They DO exist, except
it is on a different plane then ours. Mankind has been hunting them for sport
and they left the physical realm many ages ago. They come in all shapes and
sizes and colours. It may be that there might be a few dragons surrounding you,
as Guardians. I have seen a few watching me while I sleep, or when I rest on the
subway. They are kind, and they DO exist.
As for the Lilim/Succubi, if you feel this way, TRUST YOUR FEELINGS. It could
very well be They who are seeking you out. More specifically, Her, the Succubus
of Lilith who is with you. She is probably one of your Guardians. Keep trying to
reach her, communicate with Her. I get the feeling that she is waiting for you.
Hope this helped. Hail Satan!
