Hello dear brothers and sisters,
I am writing in concern of my dearest friend.
Both me and her didn't dedicate our souls yet (we want to do this during this year's Imbolc holidays), but we truly feel we have found our truth.
To get to the point:
She is very talented and has some really quick progress in meditation, as far as we both see it (we think she must have been with Father in her past life), yet the problem is: she constantly feels more and more depressed, the deeper she dwells and the more she meditates, the more depressing and DOUBTING thoughts haunt her. We both think this very probably is a strong enemy attack; this being very meaningful concerning her fast progress. Looks like the enemy wants to stop her progress in every way possible.
(actually, we are not really sure whether she indeed was with Father or not; she has some kind of psychical blockage and cannot access her past life during trance)
What concerns us, is the fact that we heard Father has helped some of us Satanists even when they weren't dedicated yet- and the question is- Why Father Satan (seemingly) is not protecting my friend? This most probably is an attack and looks strong. She does aura programming (protection and cleaning) every day. She meditates a lot, she is consistent and pushes herself. She feels she found her true path.
Why does all this happens to her? I read that power meditation cleanses our soul of bad emotions- but the problem is that sometimes she DOUBTS. Just like the enemy puts thoughts in her head "leave this, this sucks, it will ruin you", while Satanism is in fact all that is good and true for us Gentile people.
Please help, i don't want to see her in any bad mood. She starts to doubt whether this is actually true and sometimes there are thoughts like "maybe Satan in fact does not really care about me".
What to do?
Please help.
HAIL SATAN!
I am writing in concern of my dearest friend.
Both me and her didn't dedicate our souls yet (we want to do this during this year's Imbolc holidays), but we truly feel we have found our truth.
To get to the point:
She is very talented and has some really quick progress in meditation, as far as we both see it (we think she must have been with Father in her past life), yet the problem is: she constantly feels more and more depressed, the deeper she dwells and the more she meditates, the more depressing and DOUBTING thoughts haunt her. We both think this very probably is a strong enemy attack; this being very meaningful concerning her fast progress. Looks like the enemy wants to stop her progress in every way possible.
(actually, we are not really sure whether she indeed was with Father or not; she has some kind of psychical blockage and cannot access her past life during trance)
What concerns us, is the fact that we heard Father has helped some of us Satanists even when they weren't dedicated yet- and the question is- Why Father Satan (seemingly) is not protecting my friend? This most probably is an attack and looks strong. She does aura programming (protection and cleaning) every day. She meditates a lot, she is consistent and pushes herself. She feels she found her true path.
Why does all this happens to her? I read that power meditation cleanses our soul of bad emotions- but the problem is that sometimes she DOUBTS. Just like the enemy puts thoughts in her head "leave this, this sucks, it will ruin you", while Satanism is in fact all that is good and true for us Gentile people.
Please help, i don't want to see her in any bad mood. She starts to doubt whether this is actually true and sometimes there are thoughts like "maybe Satan in fact does not really care about me".
What to do?
Please help.
HAIL SATAN!