grauer_hans
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Okay so I recently started working on opening the third eye and all that cool stuff...as part of my meditation practice I like to visualize opening up my psychic perceptory faculties...and Ive noticed that whenever do this I feel a...deep sense of euphoria...a deep, blissful stilling of the mind, but also...a sense like i am becoming who I was always meant to be...and when I enter into this altered state of consciousness I have discovered, as I mentioned earlier, that my particular ability appears to be 360 vision as well as even feeling presences through WALLS. Basically, Ive also figured out that I can tune in to peoples thoughts at will if i get into a trance and focus my mind...
ON THE OTHER HAND...I was Xtian for most of my youth ( I converted to Satanism about a year ago)and...I have been told by mother, who as I mentioned earlier kind of hinted to me as a youth that the human mind is capable of such things as telekinesis, etc, that I am naturally "very intuitive"...my brother has also confided to me that he can see auras, which I later confirmed as accurate using a blind test...also even while I was a "born again" Xtian I also had episodes of deja vu and dreams that later turned out to be true. I have also had a deep seated interest in the paranromal since I was very young, and have had this nagging sense all my life that some sort of power is out there...and that some sort of power is lying inside of me just CRYING to be let out...
you know all those symptoms like nervous breakdown and depression that RHP teachings can bring on, which are described at the main website - those described me to a T at the time! I am still recovering from literally decades wasted in terror of a God who claimed to love me yet demonstrated by the fruit of his actions (as described in the bible anyway) that I was lower than dirt to him...
So my question is, can conscious or unconscious repression of ones innate psychic abilities, under the guise that they are "evil" (which is RHP-speak for "threat to their control") cause phsical ailments?
ON THE OTHER HAND...I was Xtian for most of my youth ( I converted to Satanism about a year ago)and...I have been told by mother, who as I mentioned earlier kind of hinted to me as a youth that the human mind is capable of such things as telekinesis, etc, that I am naturally "very intuitive"...my brother has also confided to me that he can see auras, which I later confirmed as accurate using a blind test...also even while I was a "born again" Xtian I also had episodes of deja vu and dreams that later turned out to be true. I have also had a deep seated interest in the paranromal since I was very young, and have had this nagging sense all my life that some sort of power is out there...and that some sort of power is lying inside of me just CRYING to be let out...
you know all those symptoms like nervous breakdown and depression that RHP teachings can bring on, which are described at the main website - those described me to a T at the time! I am still recovering from literally decades wasted in terror of a God who claimed to love me yet demonstrated by the fruit of his actions (as described in the bible anyway) that I was lower than dirt to him...
So my question is, can conscious or unconscious repression of ones innate psychic abilities, under the guise that they are "evil" (which is RHP-speak for "threat to their control") cause phsical ailments?
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