please read. i truly need some help/advice.

Spice is a terrible thing to use man.  It fucks up your brain, literally.  It's terrible for your soul as well.  You want to know what's telling you to keep on using it?  Yourself, and the enemy.  Once you dedicated, you opened yourself up to our world.  You opened yourself up to the spiritual war we are going through.  You need to practice more then breathing exercises  brother,  you need to start empowering yourself.  Begin with opening your chakras, doing the aura of protection meditation, and cleaning your aura.  These are the basics steps.  
You think are you powerless, because that's what the enemy wants you to think.  You think you feel powerful when on drugs, because that's what the enemy wants you to think.  You say you want to feel stronger and smarter?  Begin empowering yourself then! Stop with the bullshit! Fuck the spice! The enemy WANTS you to use it! Why? LOOK AT YOURSELF NOW! THAT'S why!  You feel utterly helpless and powerless because of it! When in fact, you are a Spritual Satanist! We are among the ELITE.  The enemies are in the millions, in yet our small group has caused more damage to them then ever before in such a short amount of time no less.  
NEVER let these thoughts get to you brother.  Empower yourself.  Protect yourself.  You are NOT hopeless.  You are NOT powerless.  You made it to Satan brother.  If you didn't belong here, the dedication would of not taken place.  Start fighting.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... akras.html  <--Opening the charkas. 
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html  <----Aura of Protection
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html <---Cleaning your Aura

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html <---Void meditation
The aura of protection and Aura cleaning should be done every day.  Once in the morning, once before bed.
Practice Void meditation as you see fit, this is the first line of defense against enemy thoughts.  When you have control over your thoughts, you'll begin to realize the real power within yourself.  
I wish you luck brother, don't ever give in.
HAIL SATAN!!HAIL ALL THE GODS OF DUAT!!!

---In , <kbrammcdonald@... wrote:

So I dedicated about 3 months ago and things aren't the way I thought they would be. Before coming to Zevism I was addicts to a substance called spice. I stopped for a while and I stumbled upon JOS. I was instantly hooked and knew I was lead here for a reason. Spice kinda made me feel like i had powers and I was in the mindset that I was almost somewhat ultimate. As soon as I started following Father about a month in I fell into it again. My life is really shitty at the moment and its because I keep smoking this shit. But I can't stop. And the reason I started smoking it again was because I had some weird experiences with it and I thought it might help open my mind or help m further my self spiritually. It makes me feel more astrally open and like I said it makes me feel stronger, smarter, just in general a stronger person. But I also know I need to stop and I have an underlying feeling that its holding me back. I know there's alot of stupid posts on here that get alot of feedback for nothing and are worthless. But I am a dedicated follower in need of serious advice and help. I've tried to talk to Father and my GD but all I feel from them if anything are little signs and that's not enough for me. I know I'm meant for more and I wanna do more with my life to further our front and help Satan. Please anyone out there with some experience of what I'm going through or wisdom help me. I'm tired of feeling helpless and not feeling as if I'm living up to my true potential. I know I'm meant for great things and I can feel it. I'm just being held back and don't know what to do. I did breathing meditations for a couple months but stopped after feeling somewhat hopeless again. Is the fact that I'm feeling superior and stronger on these drugs just attacks from the enemy? please help brothers and sisters.

Hail Lucifer
Thank you for your love and protection.

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