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I did my dedication last night, and i didn feel much.. today i feel kid of sick in my stomach. im glad with what i did though. my parents found out about my choice and had a looooong talk with me. they said they are fine with me learning about it but im not allowed to do any ritual. i didnt tell them i already did, and if i do i dont know how they will react. i've tryed ceveral times before and after my dedication to talk to father, and i've kept myself very open. i've lissoned for everything and let my mind hear what it needs. i do get answers, but my mind thinks of them before said clearly, so i think it would just be me saying them instead. my parents are very un-happy about my decition, seeing how that are both mormon, and they wont let me do anything until im out of the house. i am very glad they are ok with me learning about it and i didnt expect them to but im so confused. i've tryed everything told me to talk to father and non has worked. is he ignoring me? is he angry with me because i wont be able to do any rituals much? please help!!!

 

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Father Satan would NEVER ignore any of His Sons and Daughters. Many of our people who are new at this ask the question regarding feeling like they are ignored or if Father is angry with them. He isn't angry at any of His Chosen Ones.

It is because you are not Spiritually open enough to sense His Presence or that of His Demons. They are with you but you just are not yet open enough to realize it.

On the Joy of Satan page there are Power Meditations that you can do to advance your soul. Open your chakras and focus on Father Satan everyday and take note of the wonderful things that happen to you as a Satanist. Then look at your life before the Dedication to Him. There you will see that Satan is with you and is very happy to have you with Him. He is very kind and understanding, as a lot of us who know Him can agree on this.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aware.html

As for your parents, they won't know about your practices if you just meditate and do rituals on the Astral. This requires a trance state as this is how you access the right-brain and turn down the active left-brain that is usually out of control and intrudes on meditations.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... emple.html

Stay strong in Satan and He will watch over you throughout your entire life. Never give up if circumstances look troublesome. Satan knows what is in your heart whether you do rituals regularly or not at all.

HAIL SATAN!!

High Priest Ian

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I did my dedication last night, and i didn feel much.. today i feel kid of sick in my stomach. im glad with what i did though. my parents found out about my choice and had a looooong talk with me. they said they are fine with me learning about it but im not allowed to do any ritual. i didnt tell them i already did, and if i do i dont know how they will react. i've tryed ceveral times before and after my dedication to talk to father, and i've kept myself very open. i've lissoned for everything and let my mind hear what it needs. i do get answers, but my mind thinks of them before said clearly, so i think it would just be me saying them instead. my parents are very un-happy about my decition, seeing how that are both mormon, and they wont let me do anything until im out of the house. i am very glad they are ok with me learning about it and i didnt expect them to but im so confused. i've tryed everything told me to talk to father and non has worked. is he ignoring me? is he angry with me because i wont be able to do any rituals much? please help!!!