Please help! I'm desperate for help!

[acayetano52]

Hello! I have a really itchy question though , Well you see I did the dedication ritual and I tried to prick my finger but the things is ; Im AFRAID of my own blood , I actually want to faint ( eventhough weird somehow I like the blood of others ) And when I tried to prick it , no blood came out so I signed my name with ink ballpen instead and burned it , Did I do something wrong? Can you please advice me? Many thanks , I'm really desperate to become a satanist ( Note: I'm only 12 )

 

[blackmoon0343]

It's what's in the heart when you did the ritual that counts. Start doing daily power meditations. 

---In [email protected], <acayetano52@... wrote:

Hello! I have a really itchy question though , Well you see I did the dedication ritual and I tried to prick my finger but the things is ; Im AFRAID of my own blood , I actually want to faint ( eventhough weird somehow I like the blood of others ) And when I tried to prick it , no blood came out so I signed my name with ink ballpen instead and burned it , Did I do something wrong? Can you please advice me? Many thanks , I'm really desperate to become a satanist ( Note: I'm only 12 )