I want to know who I was in my past life, I believe I was a Satanist probably even more than that. Why? Keep reading.
1. I've always been inclined to the color black, red and white. My favourite colors of all time, I don`t know why but I`m always attracted to Black and my dad HATES the fact that I always want a black shirt, black watches, black pants. I`m not a gothic kid or whatever, I`m actually more inclined to sports but wearing black is ALWAYS more appealing over other colors.
2. I recently read on JoS that getting a black book to start recording all my experiences with Satanists was useful. And guess what? Yesterday I was in my room and realized that I have over 9 black books, scattered all over my place. I have always wanted a book to keep track of stuff, to write stuff down. Always a black one to carry with me but I never quite kept up with it. I have a new one now, number 10.
3. Im an artist but I have a preference to draw angered animals, some with human shape. Not that I had an idea in mind, just that one day I woke up and felt it would be a really awesome artpiece. I even have this drawing I did a while ago... which is basically me after realizing Satanism was the way to go. If people are interested, I can show my other artpieces.
4. I have always been interested in Magic and Demons, even Satan. I never believed in God to be honest, I was always pushed towards it.
5. I read tarot and I`m right most of the time!. So far I've done only 6 readings and I was right in 5 (the consultant was impressed at how precise I was). I got the cards from a random store,I just saw the set and I immediately bought it.
So I really want to know who I was, how can I do that? Or somebody else can hypnotize me and find out? I was once under the effect of hypnosis, my psychologist did the process with me but he never really wanted to tell me what I said. He just said We Are Done. And he never really talked about it again. lol. Any help?
HAIL FATHER SATAN
1. I've always been inclined to the color black, red and white. My favourite colors of all time, I don`t know why but I`m always attracted to Black and my dad HATES the fact that I always want a black shirt, black watches, black pants. I`m not a gothic kid or whatever, I`m actually more inclined to sports but wearing black is ALWAYS more appealing over other colors.
2. I recently read on JoS that getting a black book to start recording all my experiences with Satanists was useful. And guess what? Yesterday I was in my room and realized that I have over 9 black books, scattered all over my place. I have always wanted a book to keep track of stuff, to write stuff down. Always a black one to carry with me but I never quite kept up with it. I have a new one now, number 10.
3. Im an artist but I have a preference to draw angered animals, some with human shape. Not that I had an idea in mind, just that one day I woke up and felt it would be a really awesome artpiece. I even have this drawing I did a while ago... which is basically me after realizing Satanism was the way to go. If people are interested, I can show my other artpieces.
4. I have always been interested in Magic and Demons, even Satan. I never believed in God to be honest, I was always pushed towards it.
5. I read tarot and I`m right most of the time!. So far I've done only 6 readings and I was right in 5 (the consultant was impressed at how precise I was). I got the cards from a random store,I just saw the set and I immediately bought it.
So I really want to know who I was, how can I do that? Or somebody else can hypnotize me and find out? I was once under the effect of hypnosis, my psychologist did the process with me but he never really wanted to tell me what I said. He just said We Are Done. And he never really talked about it again. lol. Any help?
HAIL FATHER SATAN
