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On Pride, Ego and Kundalini Advancement

AvatarHigh Priest Zevios Metathronos6 min to read

In the Left Hand Path, you have people who constantly call themselves "Gods". These "Gods" cannot even do basic magick, manifestation, and generally, most of the time they smoke crack and are deplorable creatures who are having an ego out of control. Over time this becomes a mental only process and nothing else. It is not through a mental process such as "belief".

I digress on these sorry people, as this is nothing but a Samsaric [Illusory] situation, which is bringing themselves to delusion. They are almost equally as bad as these other people who behave like slaves in Abrahamic religions.

In the East, there is this statement that unless you "Let go" of the ego, you will not ascend. This is a corrupted statement of another spiritual reality. When the karmic/samsaric ego is too big [you are too full of yourself, basically, not even yourself, but a series of meditative lies about yourself] so that you constantly don't meditate and stick to your negative karmic downsides, the soul cannot ascend to higher levels, due to self absorption. This is not about abolishing any ego, it's about modulating the ego. This statement was taken too far because of the enemy.

Many people today, are in the above loop. There is nothing else but themselves. This reflects in people's choices of lack of kids [one's life gets divided with their kids], and many other avenues such as drug abuse and so on. Another dangerous loop is when people completely abolish their ego, which is something else that also destroys a person. To see the example of this just watch the idiots going around Mecca without any understanding of how or why they do this, and completely robbed of free will.

One's attention is constantly on one's self as if one is mentally ill, other times, one has no contact with themselves at all and is a total slave. Further manifestations of this, manifest in environmental damnation and other social perils which we experience today. This lack of balance destroys everything. Even animals in nature, are insistent of keeping a form of balance between themselves, their communities, and their environment. Humans are not in knowledge of how to do this yet, so negativity takes toll frequently.

Here, a balance is required between the two aspects of the "Self" and the "Ultimate". To put this in very simple perspective, in an imbalanced soul, a chakra or two may prevail over the rest. In this case, it cannot be one of the seven overrules all others, because you are being imbalanced. If lower chakras are imbalanced, you will be obsessing over yourself, while if the chakras above or the heart are out of control, you'll lose contact with yourself and your basic needs. These states are both equally problematic to spirituality, and will disallow the ascent of the Serpent for someone.

People complain that when their energy goes up, there can be blockages, or that energy flow may be restrained in specific regions of the body. This is to notify you of where these blockages are present, so you can work your way in fixing these. If the blockages are mild, then the energies may break through. When this happens, your mind will be directed to a healing process. The time of this ranges. There is no point to worry about the time, but rather, to achieve full healing. These are among other reasons, Gods of the past who dealt with healing, had the symbol of the Serpent. Healing also comes emotionally and physically over time.

In the Bible, the enemy says that their problem with "Satan" [Zeus at Pergamon] is that "Satan hath too much Pride". People on the left hand path as per usual reversed this and turned into creeps that don't care about nothing and generally overreact in the opposite direction. Having pride over the wrong reasons, having an ego obsession, and so on. Understandably, because the enemy Abrahamic religions preach making people into slaves without a self at all, they recoiled on the other direction. But neither aspects of being do constitute a balanced being, nor are the way to ascent of the self.

Now the word "Pride", is not about a state of being such as some form of unrelenting egotism, which for obvious reasons can be costly for someone. This is how this reads on the English text, but the real actual world of this, is "Yperifaneia" which means "Extreme Spiritual Light", or "Abundance of Light". This is about when the soul is advanced, the light of the Soul keeps and keeps increasing.

As Thoth has stated and we are let known by the Gods, man is like a star. This is a metaphor for the Soul. Zeus in the other title, which is known for it's meaning, is called "Lucifer", "The Bringer of Light". In the above case, all we understand, is that except of Zeus being "The Light Bringer", the problem of the enemy is any individual who has spiritual light, which is what is generated from meditation.

As we know here, "Satan" (Zeus) derives from Satyam in the East, which in turn relates to the Kundalini Serpent. The bringer of light, which in the end, brings the state of ascent into the "Light". The enemy is at war with this in humanity, and they want nobody to become an enlightened being.

The more one advances in meditation and actual Serpent work, you will encounter a balancing out of the self and where you tie in with the world. In cases where the self is neglected, you may be drawn "downwards" towards the self, to asses damages and/or neglect to yourself. Emotional pain may come out, and a sense of balance may be achieved. The other aspect of this, manifests strongly in the conscience by wanting to do something for other people, or in other words, something of benefit to the world, family, and so on. Observable here is the balancing out of "yourself" with the external world and other beings.

And of course, this is how this is supposed to be, as human beings are both creatures with a sense of ego and consciousness Zeus gave us that] but also a sense of community, civilization, belonging with others, part of a greater chain of line and command inside this context [Zeus is called the Civilizer, and EA/Enki the founder of Civilization for a reason].

I wish everyone to manifest more of themselves in the New Year and throughout your lives. The world needs this.

-High Priest Zevios Metathronos

#22
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:
Elias Sebastiansaid:

The only drugs I take are adrenaline while I play sports and I exert my body (athleticism) and the natural energy that I absorb like a sponge. It has been said that top division professional athletes possess much higher bioelectricity than normal gentiles. Here I am sure I could handle those rhythms and those pressures and above all I know I never get tired because I know how to resort to meditation and I know how to absorb natural energy. A bit like Naruto's hermit mode does anyone know this anime?

Athletes are on a whole different level than normal people where the material body is concerned and it's tolerance. Combining this with meditation can be excessively helpful, and it will increase your output in all ways.

All of this physical empowerment will also make spiritual progress easier, to some extent. In the case of supreme athletes, one has to only pay attention on the crossing the limits threshold, as in, to not overpower limits severely.

I wouldn’t say taking adrenaline in any way is healthy even for professional athletes

If he knows about meditation and it’s effects he doesn’t even need adrenaline and any other external chemical which is not doing any good no matter what sport you do or the level of intensity of the sport

Meditation is always superior to any of that. More so if you’re a male and you’re so worried about results, you can definitely “use” the 7 day testosterone spike. This alone will increase outputs to incredible levels without the side effects of taking drugs, cause that’s what I do if there’s an important event

Now before anyone comes and says anything about not ejaculating for a few days, you need to understand that as athletes the results are everything and do this when it really matters. “Normal” people have nothing to gain from this

athletes who work only on the physical aspect are also on a very delicate balance - theyre very vulnerable the moment they’re thrown off their balance. A meal off can severely disturb them.

(They’re much healthier and stronger than your lazy ass Dorito eating machine however)

#23
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V12-POWERsaid:
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:
Elias Sebastiansaid:

The only drugs I take are adrenaline while I play sports and I exert my body (athleticism) and the natural energy that I absorb like a sponge. It has been said that top division professional athletes possess much higher bioelectricity than normal gentiles. Here I am sure I could handle those rhythms and those pressures and above all I know I never get tired because I know how to resort to meditation and I know how to absorb natural energy. A bit like Naruto's hermit mode does anyone know this anime?

Athletes are on a whole different level than normal people where the material body is concerned and it's tolerance. Combining this with meditation can be excessively helpful, and it will increase your output in all ways.

All of this physical empowerment will also make spiritual progress easier, to some extent. In the case of supreme athletes, one has to only pay attention on the crossing the limits threshold, as in, to not overpower limits severely.

I wouldn’t say taking adrenaline in any way is healthy even for professional athletes

If he knows about meditation and it’s effects he doesn’t even need adrenaline and any other external chemical which is not doing any good no matter what sport you do or the level of intensity of the sport

Guys maybe it's me who can't explain myself ... I don't take any kind of chemical crap that they produce out there. I meant the adrenaline that our body naturally produces when we perform intense physical activities and with maximum concentration. These are natural "drugs" that our body produces, see the endorphins that our brain produces. To get adrenaline you need to eat energy foods, take vitamins of all kinds such as omega 3-6-9, drink minerals, zinc and magnesium. I am a 100% healthy boy and as I run like a cheetah I feel the energy pervade my body giving me an electrical charge so great that it makes a poisonous snake escape. Sport brings out the beast I have inside me and that adrenalin rush makes me feel strong like a tiger running in total FREEDOM. Outdoor sport makes my soul feel free not to mention the contact with nature of this beautiful planet that is our home! All human beings are lucky to be born on a planet like Earth and have Gods so loving that they never give up even in delicate situations like this!

#24
Ariton 666said:
V12-POWERsaid:
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

Athletes are on a whole different level than normal people where the material body is concerned and it's tolerance. Combining this with meditation can be excessively helpful, and it will increase your output in all ways.

All of this physical empowerment will also make spiritual progress easier, to some extent. In the case of supreme athletes, one has to only pay attention on the crossing the limits threshold, as in, to not overpower limits severely.

Too much adrenaline can cause adrenal fatigue syndrome over time. I know athletes tend to take a lot of things. These can have a problematic effect, but it all depends on measurements and other factors of which I cannot advise.

I wouldn’t say taking adrenaline in any way is healthy even for professional athletes

If he knows about meditation and it’s effects he doesn’t even need adrenaline and any other external chemical which is not doing any good no matter what sport you do or the level of intensity of the sport

There is no need to do self-restraint, nor have elite athletes used to do this for some time, because one is much more convulsive, stiffer when one is self-restrained than one who is not.
Some people have the same sex life the night before the race and just don’t on the day of the race and perform outstandingly.
Sex has a testosterone-boosting effect.
Miyamoto Musashi also wrote about the fact that self-restraint should be avoided.

Sorry for the bad wording but i don't know english so i use google translator.

Ariton 666said:
V12-POWERsaid:
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

Athletes are on a whole different level than normal people where the material body is concerned and it's tolerance. Combining this with meditation can be excessively helpful, and it will increase your output in all ways.

All of this physical empowerment will also make spiritual progress easier, to some extent. In the case of supreme athletes, one has to only pay attention on the crossing the limits threshold, as in, to not overpower limits severely.

Too much adrenaline can cause adrenal fatigue syndrome over time. I know athletes tend to take a lot of things. These can have a problematic effect, but it all depends on measurements and other factors of which I cannot advise.

I wouldn’t say taking adrenaline in any way is healthy even for professional athletes

If he knows about meditation and it’s effects he doesn’t even need adrenaline and any other external chemical which is not doing any good no matter what sport you do or the level of intensity of the sport

There is no need to do self-restraint, nor have elite athletes used to do this for some time, because one is much more convulsive, stiffer when one is self-restrained than one who is not.
Some people have the same sex life the night before the race and just don’t on the day of the race and perform outstandingly.
Sex has a testosterone-boosting effect.
Miyamoto Musashi also wrote about the fact that self-restraint should be avoided.

Sorry for the bad wording but i don't know english so i use google translator.

Well that’s not what happens at least to me and my friends who compete.

I never self restrain unless there’s something huge coming up but the “effect” is definitely there

I’m not saying u should go celibate, it’s just something u can do if you’re result driven just like me

#25
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:
Elias Sebastiansaid:

The only drugs I take are adrenaline while I play sports and I exert my body (athleticism) and the natural energy that I absorb like a sponge. It has been said that top division professional athletes possess much higher bioelectricity than normal gentiles. Here I am sure I could handle those rhythms and those pressures and above all I know I never get tired because I know how to resort to meditation and I know how to absorb natural energy. A bit like Naruto's hermit mode does anyone know this anime?

Athletes are on a whole different level than normal people where the material body is concerned and it's tolerance. Combining this with meditation can be excessively helpful, and it will increase your output in all ways.

All of this physical empowerment will also make spiritual progress easier, to some extent. In the case of supreme athletes, one has to only pay attention on the crossing the limits threshold, as in, to not overpower limits severely.

I remember HPS Pythia highlighting the importance of physical training in the past and I fully agree with her that physical training is of paramount importance, just like training and developing the mind and soul. With physical training you gain strength, health and beauty, not to mention training and development of the mind and soul.

Sport is really a very beautiful thing, like meditation. This does not mean that we all have to become athletes and/or other types of sportsmen, but we do have to get and keep fit. Obviously, we must rely on true professionals in the field, both in terms of abundant, healthy and balanced nutrition and in terms of the right and correct way of training.

There are some foods, supplements and medicines that are not very effective and are also toxic, just because of the low level of development. To give an example, we still haven't learned how some plants synthesise sugar and then there are failures in synthesising some things that we try to synthesise and then there are stupid and nonsensical statements. Like, "chemical" and/or "synthetic" things, ignorance and idiotic offenses towards resources and towards nature. As if nature is not completely organic and inorganic chemistry, as if biological structures do not synthesize all the things they need with simple and complex processes and reactions. The problem is not 'synthetic' products but the right and correct recipe. It is called advancement! As we advance, we will be able to synthesise original honey with various flavours and properties, we will be able to create and synthesise every animal and plant product and much more. The genetic heritage is a veritable treasure trove and legacy of knowledge collected by life forms through their experience of development and evolution. This shows the importance of diversity, but equality is also very important. Without which, races, species etc. would not be possible. Here again, balance is needed.

#26
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

In the Left Hand Path, you have people who constantly call themselves "Gods". These "Gods" cannot even do basic magick, manifestation, and generally, most of the time they smoke crack and are deplorable creatures who are having an ego out of control. Over time this becomes a mental only process and nothing else. It is not through a mental process such as "belief".

I digress on these sorry people, as this is nothing but a Samsaric [Illusory] situation, which is bringing themselves to delusion. They are almost equally as bad as these other people who behave like slaves in Abrahamic religions.

In the East, there is this statement that unless you "Let go" of the ego, you will not ascend. This is a corrupted statement of another spiritual reality. When the karmic/samsaric ego is too big [you are too full of yourself, basically, not even yourself, but a series of meditative lies about yourself] so that you constantly don't meditate and stick to your negative karmic downsides, the soul cannot ascend to higher levels, due to self absorption. This is not about abolishing any ego, it's about modulating the ego. This statement was taken too far because of the enemy.

HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

In the Left Hand Path, you have people who constantly call themselves "Gods". These "Gods" cannot even do basic magick, manifestation, and generally, most of the time they smoke crack and are deplorable creatures who are having an ego out of control. Over time this becomes a mental only process and nothing else. It is not through a mental process such as "belief".

I digress on these sorry people, as this is nothing but a Samsaric [Illusory] situation, which is bringing themselves to delusion. They are almost equally as bad as these other people who behave like slaves in Abrahamic religions.

In the East, there is this statement that unless you "Let go" of the ego, you will not ascend. This is a corrupted statement of another spiritual reality. When the karmic/samsaric ego is too big [you are too full of yourself, basically, not even yourself, but a series of meditative lies about yourself] so that you constantly don't meditate and stick to your negative karmic downsides, the soul cannot ascend to higher levels, due to self absorption. This is not about abolishing any ego, it's about modulating the ego. This statement was taken too far because of the enemy.

Hello HP, I face the opposite of maybe way too low of self esteem as there feels like a constant need to prove myself to me on a day to day basis. I get lost in the process as a whole. It can be this that caused me to have a very bad approach to when I was attacked throughout the last year; some of them were seriously messed up attacks. Maybe me keeping Alexander as an idol makes me want to work non stop? Over the course the entireity of the last year I for the most part ignored the attacks and now I am in a mess where in attacks of a magnitude much lower makes me breakdown in tears. Maybe it was the results of Us election or the problems I was facing in my personal life. As you mentioned about people having a disproportionate ego is true as I met lots of people of the same throughout 2020 and it baffled me as to how low people can go to get money and the cery next moment they get it; it becomes a thing adding to their ego. So maybe my question is if this is a part of this process ( the sudden emotional bursts I am feeling ?) I did get some intimidation from the Gods wherein the enemy is really just trying to get me away from the Gods. Like the weekends are the most messed up with me seeing the chistard cross all over my house at times. And when I look at people around me they seem unaffected by it for the most part( not knowingly honestly). Also I find myself quoting some things from your posts like endless selfishness to justify behaviour of people which if the society werent hell bent on money would not be acceptable in a society with a bit a consciousness.
Pride if I may add for me becomes a thing of a sense of being based on your actions rather than being defined by the wealth you have. And this may look stupid but I often compare people with endless money with the likes of Tesla or Alexander( born a king but honour in death meant much more than "enjoying the Wealth" ( people we see all around)). Now this thinking can again be a part of my having to develop and take these out.

Also if I can add- as you mentioned about the " east" . I am from the East and as I look deeper into things; most people meditate as a form of competition wherein the change in intellect or personality is never really seen and all the spiritual discussions stem out of hearing people on the internet or endless sacrifice for a guru with personal motives.

Again to put things as plainly as I can I have kept the Gods a form of companion/friend/Gods throughout the years and just meditated and have really been absent from lots of debates that took place on here and my obervations etc may be obselete or wrong.

Also this striking a balance is something which is never really clear to me. I can meditate and get attacked and feel as if I did way more than I should have or it is me just doing very less wherein these attacks manifest. Also individuality is something that people often mistake as ego ; wherein you always have to be a part of something . I can be waking with attacks throughout and not complain and just laugh it off or maybe at times break on the most trivial of things; also us not having a " role model : a ideal set of behaviour" is maybe what causes this as there is nothing to compare to ? ( this can be seriously wrong in the sense of spirituality idk ).
And another question I would like to ask is how do people often deal with attacks or bear them out? During the Serpent Is free ritual period I would be doing all I can And carry my day to day tasks and be proud but the attacks just empty me to the point where in I feel nothing more than a slave?. (Any meditator can maybe look at how grossly stupid this is), to the point there was a literal snake showing up in the proximity of my house ( which I took as a good sign and continued for a couple of days).
I am sorry as this is getting unnecessarily long.

Also how does one know if they are over stimulated or burned out? Because this work is something I look from an ethical standpoint and missing Rituals is something I get frustrated over. But have been missing quite a few honestly as these attacks have made me question my entire base of beliefs. Also the things I saw in the beginning of 2020 is really washing up on me and making me nervous/anxious now more than ever as some of them have come true even though some were from Gods and most other from the enemy.
All in all I would say it is really good to see community growing as a whole now more than ever and this maybe come of as ignorant on my part to see topics mentioned here which I may have felt a sudden urge to talk about on the forums while meditating; this maybe shows lots of people are meditaing like crazy when compared to people like HP Jake who cameoi with an agenda ( If I remember this correctly).

I would really like to thank everyone here for their efforts through the years and even now. You people do great work :)

#27
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

In the Left Hand Path, you have people who constantly call themselves "Gods". These "Gods" cannot even do basic magick, manifestation, and generally, most of the time they smoke crack and are deplorable creatures who are having an ego out of control. Over time this becomes a mental only process and nothing else. It is not through a mental process such as "belief".

I digress on these sorry people, as this is nothing but a Samsaric [Illusory] situation, which is bringing themselves to delusion. They are almost equally as bad as these other people who behave like slaves in Abrahamic religions.

In the East, there is this statement that unless you "Let go" of the ego, you will not ascend. This is a corrupted statement of another spiritual reality. When the karmic/samsaric ego is too big [you are too full of yourself, basically, not even yourself, but a series of meditative lies about yourself] so that you constantly don't meditate and stick to your negative karmic downsides, the soul cannot ascend to higher levels, due to self absorption. This is not about abolishing any ego, it's about modulating the ego. This statement was taken too far because of the enemy.

HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

In the Left Hand Path, you have people who constantly call themselves "Gods". These "Gods" cannot even do basic magick, manifestation, and generally, most of the time they smoke crack and are deplorable creatures who are having an ego out of control. Over time this becomes a mental only process and nothing else. It is not through a mental process such as "belief".

I digress on these sorry people, as this is nothing but a Samsaric [Illusory] situation, which is bringing themselves to delusion. They are almost equally as bad as these other people who behave like slaves in Abrahamic religions.

In the East, there is this statement that unless you "Let go" of the ego, you will not ascend. This is a corrupted statement of another spiritual reality. When the karmic/samsaric ego is too big [you are too full of yourself, basically, not even yourself, but a series of meditative lies about yourself] so that you constantly don't meditate and stick to your negative karmic downsides, the soul cannot ascend to higher levels, due to self absorption. This is not about abolishing any ego, it's about modulating the ego. This statement was taken too far because of the enemy.

Hello HP, I face the opposite of maybe way too low of self esteem as there feels like a constant need to prove myself to me on a day to day basis. I get lost in the process as a whole. It can be this that caused me to have a very bad approach to when I was attacked throughout the last year; some of them were seriously messed up attacks. Maybe me keeping Alexander as an idol makes me want to work non stop? Over the course the entireity of the last year I for the most part ignored the attacks and now I am in a mess where in attacks of a magnitude much lower makes me breakdown in tears. Maybe it was the results of Us election or the problems I was facing in my personal life. As you mentioned about people having a disproportionate ego is true as I met lots of people of the same throughout 2020 and it baffled me as to how low people can go to get money and the cery next moment they get it; it becomes a thing adding to their ego. So maybe my question is if this is a part of this process ( the sudden emotional bursts I am feeling ?) I did get some intimidation from the Gods wherein the enemy is really just trying to get me away from the Gods. Like the weekends are the most messed up with me seeing the chistard cross all over my house at times. And when I look at people around me they seem unaffected by it for the most part( not knowingly honestly). Also I find myself quoting some things from your posts like endless selfishness to justify behaviour of people which if the society werent hell bent on money would not be acceptable in a society with a bit a consciousness.
Pride if I may add for me becomes a thing of a sense of being based on your actions rather than being defined by the wealth you have. And this may look stupid but I often compare people with endless money with the likes of Tesla or Alexander( born a king but honour in death meant much more than "enjoying the Wealth" ( people we see all around)). Now this thinking can again be a part of my having to develop and take these out.

Also if I can add- as you mentioned about the " east" . I am from the East and as I look deeper into things; most people meditate as a form of competition wherein the change in intellect or personality is never really seen and all the spiritual discussions stem out of hearing people on the internet or endless sacrifice for a guru with personal motives.

Again to put things as plainly as I can I have kept the Gods a form of companion/friend/Gods throughout the years and just meditated and have really been absent from lots of debates that took place on here and my obervations etc may be obselete or wrong.

Also this striking a balance is something which is never really clear to me. I can meditate and get attacked and feel as if I did way more than I should have or it is me just doing very less wherein these attacks manifest. Also individuality is something that people often mistake as ego ; wherein you always have to be a part of something . I can be waking with attacks throughout and not complain and just laugh it off or maybe at times break on the most trivial of things; also us not having a " role model : a ideal set of behaviour" is maybe what causes this as there is nothing to compare to ? ( this can be seriously wrong in the sense of spirituality idk ).
And another question I would like to ask is how do people often deal with attacks or bear them out? During the Serpent Is free ritual period I would be doing all I can And carry my day to day tasks and be proud but the attacks just empty me to the point where in I feel nothing more than a slave?. (Any meditator can maybe look at how grossly stupid this is), to the point there was a literal snake showing up in the proximity of my house ( which I took as a good sign and continued for a couple of days).
I am sorry as this is getting unnecessarily long.

Also how does one know if they are over stimulated or burned out? Because this work is something I look from an ethical standpoint and missing Rituals is something I get frustrated over. But have been missing quite a few honestly as these attacks have made me question my entire base of beliefs. Also the things I saw in the beginning of 2020 is really washing up on me and making me nervous/anxious now more than ever as some of them have come true even though some were from Gods and most other from the enemy.
All in all I would say it is really good to see community growing as a whole now more than ever and this maybe come of as ignorant on my part to see topics mentioned here which I may have felt a sudden urge to talk about on the forums while meditating; this maybe shows lots of people are meditaing like crazy when compared to people like HP Jake who cameoi with an agenda ( If I remember this correctly).

I would really like to thank everyone here for their efforts through the years and even now. You people do great work :)

#28
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

In the Left Hand Path, you have people who constantly call themselves "Gods". These "Gods" cannot even do basic magick, manifestation, and generally, most of the time they smoke crack and are deplorable creatures who are having an ego out of control. Over time this becomes a mental only process and nothing else. It is not through a mental process such as "belief".

I digress on these sorry people, as this is nothing but a Samsaric [Illusory] situation, which is bringing themselves to delusion. They are almost equally as bad as these other people who behave like slaves in Abrahamic religions.

In the East, there is this statement that unless you "Let go" of the ego, you will not ascend. This is a corrupted statement of another spiritual reality. When the karmic/samsaric ego is too big [you are too full of yourself, basically, not even yourself, but a series of meditative lies about yourself] so that you constantly don't meditate and stick to your negative karmic downsides, the soul cannot ascend to higher levels, due to self absorption. This is not about abolishing any ego, it's about modulating the ego. This statement was taken too far because of the enemy.

HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

In the Left Hand Path, you have people who constantly call themselves "Gods". These "Gods" cannot even do basic magick, manifestation, and generally, most of the time they smoke crack and are deplorable creatures who are having an ego out of control. Over time this becomes a mental only process and nothing else. It is not through a mental process such as "belief".

I digress on these sorry people, as this is nothing but a Samsaric [Illusory] situation, which is bringing themselves to delusion. They are almost equally as bad as these other people who behave like slaves in Abrahamic religions.

In the East, there is this statement that unless you "Let go" of the ego, you will not ascend. This is a corrupted statement of another spiritual reality. When the karmic/samsaric ego is too big [you are too full of yourself, basically, not even yourself, but a series of meditative lies about yourself] so that you constantly don't meditate and stick to your negative karmic downsides, the soul cannot ascend to higher levels, due to self absorption. This is not about abolishing any ego, it's about modulating the ego. This statement was taken too far because of the enemy.

Hello HP, I face the opposite of maybe way too low of self esteem as there feels like a constant need to prove myself to me on a day to day basis. I get lost in the process as a whole. It can be this that caused me to have a very bad approach to when I was attacked throughout the last year; some of them were seriously messed up attacks. Maybe me keeping Alexander as an idol makes me want to work non stop? Over the course the entireity of the last year I for the most part ignored the attacks and now I am in a mess where in attacks of a magnitude much lower makes me breakdown in tears. Maybe it was the results of Us election or the problems I was facing in my personal life. As you mentioned about people having a disproportionate ego is true as I met lots of people of the same throughout 2020 and it baffled me as to how low people can go to get money and the cery next moment they get it; it becomes a thing adding to their ego. So maybe my question is if this is a part of this process ( the sudden emotional bursts I am feeling ?) I did get some intimidation from the Gods wherein the enemy is really just trying to get me away from the Gods. Like the weekends are the most messed up with me seeing the chistard cross all over my house at times. And when I look at people around me they seem unaffected by it for the most part( not knowingly honestly). Also I find myself quoting some things from your posts like endless selfishness to justify behaviour of people which if the society werent hell bent on money would not be acceptable in a society with a bit a consciousness.
Pride if I may add for me becomes a thing of a sense of being based on your actions rather than being defined by the wealth you have. And this may look stupid but I often compare people with endless money with the likes of Tesla or Alexander( born a king but honour in death meant much more than "enjoying the Wealth" ( people we see all around)). Now this thinking can again be a part of my having to develop and take these out.

Also if I can add- as you mentioned about the " east" . I am from the East and as I look deeper into things; most people meditate as a form of competition wherein the change in intellect or personality is never really seen and all the spiritual discussions stem out of hearing people on the internet or endless sacrifice for a guru with personal motives.

Again to put things as plainly as I can I have kept the Gods a form of companion/friend/Gods throughout the years and just meditated and have really been absent from lots of debates that took place on here and my obervations etc may be obselete or wrong.

Also this striking a balance is something which is never really clear to me. I can meditate and get attacked and feel as if I did way more than I should have or it is me just doing very less wherein these attacks manifest. Also individuality is something that people often mistake as ego ; wherein you always have to be a part of something . I can be waking with attacks throughout and not complain and just laugh it off or maybe at times break on the most trivial of things; also us not having a " role model : a ideal set of behaviour" is maybe what causes this as there is nothing to compare to ? ( this can be seriously wrong in the sense of spirituality idk ).
And another question I would like to ask is how do people often deal with attacks or bear them out? During the Serpent Is free ritual period I would be doing all I can And carry my day to day tasks and be proud but the attacks just empty me to the point where in I feel nothing more than a slave?. (Any meditator can maybe look at how grossly stupid this is), to the point there was a literal snake showing up in the proximity of my house ( which I took as a good sign and continued for a couple of days).
I am sorry as this is getting unnecessarily long.

Also how does one know if they are over stimulated or burned out? Because this work is something I look from an ethical standpoint and missing Rituals is something I get frustrated over. But have been missing quite a few honestly as these attacks have made me question my entire base of beliefs. Also the things I saw in the beginning of 2020 is really washing up on me and making me nervous/anxious now more than ever as some of them have come true even though some were from Gods and most other from the enemy.
All in all I would say it is really good to see community growing as a whole now more than ever and this maybe come of as ignorant on my part to see topics mentioned here which I may have felt a sudden urge to talk about on the forums while meditating; this maybe shows lots of people are meditaing like crazy when compared to people like HP Jake who cameoi with an agenda ( If I remember this correctly).

I would really like to thank everyone here for their efforts through the years and even now. You people do great work :)

#29
HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

In the Left Hand Path, you have people who constantly call themselves "Gods". These "Gods" cannot even do basic magick, manifestation, and generally, most of the time they smoke crack and are deplorable creatures who are having an ego out of control. Over time this becomes a mental only process and nothing else. It is not through a mental process such as "belief".

I digress on these sorry people, as this is nothing but a Samsaric [Illusory] situation, which is bringing themselves to delusion. They are almost equally as bad as these other people who behave like slaves in Abrahamic religions.

In the East, there is this statement that unless you "Let go" of the ego, you will not ascend. This is a corrupted statement of another spiritual reality. When the karmic/samsaric ego is too big [you are too full of yourself, basically, not even yourself, but a series of meditative lies about yourself] so that you constantly don't meditate and stick to your negative karmic downsides, the soul cannot ascend to higher levels, due to self absorption. This is not about abolishing any ego, it's about modulating the ego. This statement was taken too far because of the enemy.

HP. Zevios Metathronossaid:

In the Left Hand Path, you have people who constantly call themselves "Gods". These "Gods" cannot even do basic magick, manifestation, and generally, most of the time they smoke crack and are deplorable creatures who are having an ego out of control. Over time this becomes a mental only process and nothing else. It is not through a mental process such as "belief".

I digress on these sorry people, as this is nothing but a Samsaric [Illusory] situation, which is bringing themselves to delusion. They are almost equally as bad as these other people who behave like slaves in Abrahamic religions.

In the East, there is this statement that unless you "Let go" of the ego, you will not ascend. This is a corrupted statement of another spiritual reality. When the karmic/samsaric ego is too big [you are too full of yourself, basically, not even yourself, but a series of meditative lies about yourself] so that you constantly don't meditate and stick to your negative karmic downsides, the soul cannot ascend to higher levels, due to self absorption. This is not about abolishing any ego, it's about modulating the ego. This statement was taken too far because of the enemy.

Hello HP, I face the opposite of maybe way too low of self esteem as there feels like a constant need to prove myself to me on a day to day basis. I get lost in the process as a whole. It can be this that caused me to have a very bad approach to when I was attacked throughout the last year; some of them were seriously messed up attacks. Maybe me keeping Alexander as an idol makes me want to work non stop? Over the course the entireity of the last year I for the most part ignored the attacks and now I am in a mess where in attacks of a magnitude much lower makes me breakdown in tears. Maybe it was the results of Us election or the problems I was facing in my personal life. As you mentioned about people having a disproportionate ego is true as I met lots of people of the same throughout 2020 and it baffled me as to how low people can go to get money and the cery next moment they get it; it becomes a thing adding to their ego. So maybe my question is if this is a part of this process ( the sudden emotional bursts I am feeling ?) I did get some intimidation from the Gods wherein the enemy is really just trying to get me away from the Gods. Like the weekends are the most messed up with me seeing the chistard cross all over my house at times. And when I look at people around me they seem unaffected by it for the most part( not knowingly honestly). Also I find myself quoting some things from your posts like endless selfishness to justify behaviour of people which if the society werent hell bent on money would not be acceptable in a society with a bit a consciousness.
Pride if I may add for me becomes a thing of a sense of being based on your actions rather than being defined by the wealth you have. And this may look stupid but I often compare people with endless money with the likes of Tesla or Alexander( born a king but honour in death meant much more than "enjoying the Wealth" ( people we see all around)). Now this thinking can again be a part of my having to develop and take these out.

Also if I can add- as you mentioned about the " east" . I am from the East and as I look deeper into things; most people meditate as a form of competition wherein the change in intellect or personality is never really seen and all the spiritual discussions stem out of hearing people on the internet or endless sacrifice for a guru with personal motives.

Again to put things as plainly as I can I have kept the Gods a form of companion/friend/Gods throughout the years and just meditated and have really been absent from lots of debates that took place on here and my obervations etc may be obselete or wrong.

Also this striking a balance is something which is never really clear to me. I can meditate and get attacked and feel as if I did way more than I should have or it is me just doing very less wherein these attacks manifest. Also individuality is something that people often mistake as ego ; wherein you always have to be a part of something . I can be waking with attacks throughout and not complain and just laugh it off or maybe at times break on the most trivial of things; also us not having a " role model : a ideal set of behaviour" is maybe what causes this as there is nothing to compare to ? ( this can be seriously wrong in the sense of spirituality idk ).
And another question I would like to ask is how do people often deal with attacks or bear them out? During the Serpent Is free ritual period I would be doing all I can And carry my day to day tasks and be proud but the attacks just empty me to the point where in I feel nothing more than a slave?. (Any meditator can maybe look at how grossly stupid this is), to the point there was a literal snake showing up in the proximity of my house ( which I took as a good sign and continued for a couple of days).
I am sorry as this is getting unnecessarily long.

Also how does one know if they are over stimulated or burned out? Because this work is something I look from an ethical standpoint and missing Rituals is something I get frustrated over. But have been missing quite a few honestly as these attacks have made me question my entire base of beliefs. Also the things I saw in the beginning of 2020 is really washing up on me and making me nervous/anxious now more than ever as some of them have come true even though some were from Gods and most other from the enemy.
All in all I would say it is really good to see community growing as a whole now more than ever and this maybe come of as ignorant on my part to see topics mentioned here which I may have felt a sudden urge to talk about on the forums while meditating; this maybe shows lots of people are meditaing like crazy when compared to people like HP Jake who cameoi with an agenda ( If I remember this correctly).

I would really like to thank everyone here for their efforts through the years and even now. You people do great work :)

#30
Mastersaid:

but equality is also very important.

Wtf? Explain yourself.

I am reaching towards a green apple.

#31

Well taken HP. Thanks alot.

#32
Mastersaid:
Aquariussaid:
Mastersaid:

but equality is also very important.

Wtf? Explain yourself.

I am referring to the characteristics that make up a race, a species etc. The members of a race should not be too much the same as clones but they should not and cannot be too different. Do you think members of a race have nothing in common? Can a group consisting of 10 White specimens plus 10 Chinese specimens plus 10 Brown specimens plus 10 Black specimens, male and female, be considered a race? Such cross-breeding and assimilation will inevitably make the group in question into a single race, erasing the races involved of course. At the moment I cannot give any further details on this due to lack of more genetic studies and research. Mathematics and Chemistry are the foundations of nature, I consider Physics a great science but Biology as well.

Ok I get you now. When I read "equality" my senses amplify and I become suspicious, lol.

I am reaching towards a green apple.

#33
Aquariussaid:
Mastersaid:
Aquariussaid:

Wtf? Explain yourself.

I am referring to the characteristics that make up a race, a species etc. The members of a race should not be too much the same as clones but they should not and cannot be too different. Do you think members of a race have nothing in common? Can a group consisting of 10 White specimens plus 10 Chinese specimens plus 10 Brown specimens plus 10 Black specimens, male and female, be considered a race? Such cross-breeding and assimilation will inevitably make the group in question into a single race, erasing the races involved of course. At the moment I cannot give any further details on this due to lack of more genetic studies and research. Mathematics and Chemistry are the foundations of nature, I consider Physics a great science but Biology as well.

Ok I get you now. When I read "equality" my senses amplify and I become suspicious, lol.

Comprehensible, lol.

#34
Ariton 666said:
V12-POWERsaid:
Ariton 666said:

There is no need to do self-restraint, nor have elite athletes used to do this for some time, because one is much more convulsive, stiffer when one is self-restrained than one who is not.
Some people have the same sex life the night before the race and just don’t on the day of the race and perform outstandingly.
Sex has a testosterone-boosting effect.
Miyamoto Musashi also wrote about the fact that self-restraint should be avoided.

Sorry for the bad wording but i don't know english so i use google translator.

Ariton 666said:

There is no need to do self-restraint, nor have elite athletes used to do this for some time, because one is much more convulsive, stiffer when one is self-restrained than one who is not.
Some people have the same sex life the night before the race and just don’t on the day of the race and perform outstandingly.
Sex has a testosterone-boosting effect.
Miyamoto Musashi also wrote about the fact that self-restraint should be avoided.

Sorry for the bad wording but i don't know english so i use google translator.

Well that’s not what happens at least to me and my friends who compete.

When I played Kyokushin Karate and competed, I had sex in the days before the competition and performed much better than if I hadn’t done it.

And I also performed well in my smooth strength training (weightlifting, callisthenics).
For me, this is my experience.

Its not about having sex, its about ejaculating. I have done the same things you do, yes sex is a gigantic booster but I find it much better if I just wait it out a few days before an event to ejaculate

#35

Thank you Hp,this post reveals some of my issues. I latly fantasized me being a god but i know im not haha
Im happy to be a Zevist thank you for everything,maby one day i will be able to communicate with you and Pythia on the Astral
I have a lot of blockages thats a fact but im slowly (very slowly fixing this) i can notice improvement in myself.