Ok I am extremely new to this

[Chvirmvn Hitmvn]

I saw the website and it intereseted me because every now and then I
have a burst of energy when I get really pissed off. I only had one
vision when I was little. I didnt understand it and went on with my
life. Now I am different from everyone else in the world, I am the type
of person that has to see it to believe it. I am not putting anyone
down in this group but I would like to have guidance to one specific
demon. I dont know if it is a male or female, but I do know the name of
the demon; Verias, I think. Im the kind of guy that doesnt like to
choose, just like being neutral. And is open to any new learning I can
get my mind on. And what is a sigil? And do I have to have one of those
boards to do the ritual? Do I have to buy one or make one? I was
talking to one of my brothers (a close friend) and asked him if my
demon had a choice to protect me would he? He said that he wouldnt
doubt that the demon would protect me, since me and the demon is alike.
So basically if the demon shows him/herself to me, I can ask him/her
anything that i have questions on?

Budda