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odd memories from past coming up in awakening meditations...

starrrx69

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I was wondering if anyone else has had experience with random/odd thoughts coming up while doing chakra meditations (specifically awakening meditations)..
I'm not a beginner, but I had not fully opened my chakras for years as a satanist, for what reason I'm not sure. I always knew my chakras were extremely powerful, especially my base and sacral, but ever since I've become pregnant meditation is so much more important to me.
I have traumatic memories occur almost every day...they dont cause me much emotion, they do make me angry though as my current living situation is with someone who molested me as a child, this is another reason i feel like i come into regular contact with these memories...
anyways, the memories that are coming up, specifically what came up today during my crown chakra meditation, were not traumatic memories but memories of a point in my life i was confused, lost i guess you could say...my living situation forced me to live with my grandmother who has anxiety issues and who would call the police if i left the house for longer than 30 minutes.

I was wondering if anyone has had strange memories come up during meditation and what their thoughts are on it?
My first instinct was that something about that situation or time in life was afflicting my crown chakra in some way...

on the other hand, after I completed my first crown chakra awakening exercise, I had one of the greatest and longest orgasms ever! :D
 

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