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Noticable personality shift when raising energy

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Hey everyone I'm new here thought I'd make a post about what I experienced for the (4th?) time yesterday.

So during pineal meditation while taking in energy;

A feeling of being incredibly small while having been "drawn out" across the entire tapestry of existence, a noticable increase in the static that I can see and also seeing more "fractal" shapes. A growing disinterest/disgust about my physical life, hobbies, family/friendships, and then I sit there zoning out for 5 minutes wondering why I'm even here.

The best way I would describe it is as some sort of "divine boredom," has anyone else experienced any of these things? Am I just being stupid and is this a clear sign to take my energy work seriously? Probably.

#1

You are looking at your life from an outside view. If there are things that are not how they should be in your life, work to improve them.

#2

If you see certain things as being unhealthy, or that your time is wasted on some activities when it would be beneficial to you to spend more time on a different activity that would improve you in some way, this gives you the knowledge of how to act. Like seeing that a hobby like video games is a waste of time, but a different hobby like learning a new subject or training a valuable skill will be better for you.

#3

This often happens in soul cleansing.
What you are feeling can be described as a desire to create bigger and more meaningful things.
I don't mean in the sense of simply making money or achieving things in your life.
It's something deeper than that.

... εἰ δὲ νοεῖς, ἔστιν, ὦ βασιλεῦ, ϰαὶ σωμάτων ἀσώματα. — Ποῖα; ἔφη ὁ βασιλεύς. — Τὰ ἐν τοῖς ἐσόπτροις φαινόμενα σώματα οὐ δοϰεῖ σοι ἀσώματα εἶναι; — Οὕτως ἔχει, ὦ Τάτ· ϑείως νοεῖς, ὁ βασιλεὺς εἶπεν. — Ἔστι δὲ ϰαὶ ἀσώματα ἄλλα, οἷον αἱ ἰδέαι οὐ δοϰοῦσιν εἶναί σοι, ἀσώματοι οὖσαι, ἐν σώματι φαινόμεναι, οὐ μόνον τῶν ἐμψύχων ἀλλὰ ϰαὶ τῶν ἀψύχων; — Εὖ λέγεις, ὦ Τάτ. — Οὕτως ἀνταναϰλάσεις εἰσὶ τῶν ἀσωμάτων πρὸς τὰ σώματα, ϰαὶ τῶν σωμάτων πρὸς τὰ ἀσώματα, τουτέστι τοῦ αἰσϑητοῦ πρὸς τὸν νοητὸν ϰόσμον ϰαὶ τοῦ νοητοῦ πρὸς τὸν αἰσϑητόν· διὸ προσϰύνει τὰ ἀγάλματα, ὦ βασιλεῦ, ὡς ϰαὶ αὐτὰ ἰδέας ἔχοντα ἀπὸ τοῦ νοητοῦ ϰόσμου. ὁ οὖν βασιλεὺς ἐξαναστὰς ἔφη, Ὥρα ἐστίν, ὦ προφήτα, περὶ τὴν τῶν ξένων ἐπιμέλειαν γενέσϑαι· τῇ δὲ ἐπιούσῃ περὶ τῶν ἑξης ϑεολογήσομεν.

#4

Hey everyone I'm new here thought I'd make a post about what I experienced for the (4th?) time yesterday.

So during pineal meditation while taking in energy;

A feeling of being incredibly small while having been "drawn out" across the entire tapestry of existence, a noticable increase in the static that I can see and also seeing more "fractal" shapes. A growing disinterest/disgust about my physical life, hobbies, family/friendships, and then I sit there zoning out for 5 minutes wondering why I'm even here.

Maybe in those moments you just realize how fake everything is.. it's the modern world Brother!

#5

Hey everyone I'm new here thought I'd make a post about what I experienced for the (4th?) time yesterday.

So during pineal meditation while taking in energy;

A feeling of being incredibly small while having been "drawn out" across the entire tapestry of existence, a noticable increase in the static that I can see and also seeing more "fractal" shapes. A growing disinterest/disgust about my physical life, hobbies, family/friendships, and then I sit there zoning out for 5 minutes wondering why I'm even here.

This means that you had positively activated your higher chakras. The result of it can be otherworldly, seeing things from another perspective, being ungrounded, and so on.

Take care to stay balanced and grounded in your day-to-day life in order not to neglect other areas of your life. The Temple of Zeus provides help with bettering one's life in all areas, not just in meditation.

This often happens in soul cleansing.
What you are feeling can be described as a desire to create bigger and more meaningful things.
I don't mean in the sense of simply making money or achieving things in your life.
It's something deeper than that.

This is a pineal gland experience, not a cleaning experience.

#6

This is a pineal gland experience, not a cleaning experience.

I'm just talking about my experience.
But I didn't say it was exclusive to cleaning, I just said it because that's what I knew.
Understand the text correctly

... εἰ δὲ νοεῖς, ἔστιν, ὦ βασιλεῦ, ϰαὶ σωμάτων ἀσώματα. — Ποῖα; ἔφη ὁ βασιλεύς. — Τὰ ἐν τοῖς ἐσόπτροις φαινόμενα σώματα οὐ δοϰεῖ σοι ἀσώματα εἶναι; — Οὕτως ἔχει, ὦ Τάτ· ϑείως νοεῖς, ὁ βασιλεὺς εἶπεν. — Ἔστι δὲ ϰαὶ ἀσώματα ἄλλα, οἷον αἱ ἰδέαι οὐ δοϰοῦσιν εἶναί σοι, ἀσώματοι οὖσαι, ἐν σώματι φαινόμεναι, οὐ μόνον τῶν ἐμψύχων ἀλλὰ ϰαὶ τῶν ἀψύχων; — Εὖ λέγεις, ὦ Τάτ. — Οὕτως ἀνταναϰλάσεις εἰσὶ τῶν ἀσωμάτων πρὸς τὰ σώματα, ϰαὶ τῶν σωμάτων πρὸς τὰ ἀσώματα, τουτέστι τοῦ αἰσϑητοῦ πρὸς τὸν νοητὸν ϰόσμον ϰαὶ τοῦ νοητοῦ πρὸς τὸν αἰσϑητόν· διὸ προσϰύνει τὰ ἀγάλματα, ὦ βασιλεῦ, ὡς ϰαὶ αὐτὰ ἰδέας ἔχοντα ἀπὸ τοῦ νοητοῦ ϰόσμου. ὁ οὖν βασιλεὺς ἐξαναστὰς ἔφη, Ὥρα ἐστίν, ὦ προφήτα, περὶ τὴν τῶν ξένων ἐπιμέλειαν γενέσϑαι· τῇ δὲ ἐπιούσῃ περὶ τῶν ἑξης ϑεολογήσομεν.

#7

I'm just talking about my experience.
But I didn't say it was exclusive to cleaning, I just said it because that's what I knew.
Understand the text correctly

That makes sense.

Please note that the question was related to a pineal gland experience, and you did not initially specify that you were sharing your personal experience.