Ok, so, before I step on anyone's toes, I do want to say a few things...
I'm a 20 year old fellow from the southern part of Louisiana. That said, while my peers are more accepting of things, anyone else isn't really.
I'm not what I would call, "religious", but I do pray to some form of god. If nothing else, it puts me at ease, knowing something might listen to me, and give me a little assistance. I have never been one to accept the path given to me by the christian church. I've never felt easy or right. In my eyes, it is nothing more than, backing your ideals, a scam. A means to manipulate everyone into being sheep, herded to the slaughter if the church was in danger.
I guess I would be here for guidance. Something in me wishes for this path, but the fear of damnation still lingers. I'll assume it's the bit of Christian education instilled in my life since birth.
I plan on reading more of what the joyofsatan website has to offer, if not all of it.
Some information, most of which may or may not be of interest to anyone who would like to know, and I would like thoughts and comments from you guys, my own observations about me and the "supernatural"
quija boards do not "work" if I touch them. Instead, the entity that is attempting contact is "angered" and bad stuff happens there after. I can elaborate if you wish.
I tend to suck the energies from people, and objects around me. I have made people weak, and even had some pass out from extended time with me.
(if you take this last one as a joke or anything, I am sorry, but is a true story. Alot of people do find it amusing)
As a child, I was more or less left to play alone. So, I became friends with a tree. I have since forgotten her name, but I remember her voice very, very well. She was in my mind, something like a forest nymph. She wasn't able to move, but she could her break tree limbs. I once made her angry and she did just that. Dropping me to the ground. I was about 4 years of age at the time. The night the tree died I dreamed of burning to death. The tree was struck by lightning and did just that.
So, with that said, I'll just wait I guess. Back to reading I go.
I'm a 20 year old fellow from the southern part of Louisiana. That said, while my peers are more accepting of things, anyone else isn't really.
I'm not what I would call, "religious", but I do pray to some form of god. If nothing else, it puts me at ease, knowing something might listen to me, and give me a little assistance. I have never been one to accept the path given to me by the christian church. I've never felt easy or right. In my eyes, it is nothing more than, backing your ideals, a scam. A means to manipulate everyone into being sheep, herded to the slaughter if the church was in danger.
I guess I would be here for guidance. Something in me wishes for this path, but the fear of damnation still lingers. I'll assume it's the bit of Christian education instilled in my life since birth.
I plan on reading more of what the joyofsatan website has to offer, if not all of it.
Some information, most of which may or may not be of interest to anyone who would like to know, and I would like thoughts and comments from you guys, my own observations about me and the "supernatural"
quija boards do not "work" if I touch them. Instead, the entity that is attempting contact is "angered" and bad stuff happens there after. I can elaborate if you wish.
I tend to suck the energies from people, and objects around me. I have made people weak, and even had some pass out from extended time with me.
(if you take this last one as a joke or anything, I am sorry, but is a true story. Alot of people do find it amusing)
As a child, I was more or less left to play alone. So, I became friends with a tree. I have since forgotten her name, but I remember her voice very, very well. She was in my mind, something like a forest nymph. She wasn't able to move, but she could her break tree limbs. I once made her angry and she did just that. Dropping me to the ground. I was about 4 years of age at the time. The night the tree died I dreamed of burning to death. The tree was struck by lightning and did just that.
So, with that said, I'll just wait I guess. Back to reading I go.
