Newly Dedicated and having issues :-/

[marinucciusmc]

Dearest Brothers and Sisters,

I recently dedicated after waiting and researching for a long time to make sure I was not wasting my time with another fake Satanist website. Anyway, during my dedication (which overall went smoothly) I was forced to use a zippo lighter instead of a candle because I am in a combat zone in a foreign country. While i was reading aloud the prayer the entire zippo caught fire and the flame rose to about a foot high and remained there until the paper was fully burned then the flame went out. I have no doubt whatsoever that this was Father Satan's work and it made me indescribably happy to see a true sign from Him. But since then my life in general has changed somewhat for the worse. Its only little things, nothing major like death of a friend or personal injury, but some depression, lack of energy all around on my part, severe loneliness, I keep hitting my head on things I didn't before, accidentally cutting myself, getting screwed over on assignments. Just small things that add up that haven't happened before. I understand it could just be a phase or timing or whatever but I have heard no response from Father Satan when I call for help. i have had trouble concentrating when I meditate, I don't get too much time to meditate at all either. I just feel like I'm in a bad place, maybe under attack from the enemy....I honestly don't know but anyone with any advice would be greatly appreciated. Also any tips on how to open my chakras so that I may find out who my GD is because I can't access the JoS website out here :-( I'm soeey for posting so large of a...post...but I just really need some help from my Family right now...please

Hail Satan!
Hail the Gods of Hell!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Awesome dedication!There are many more people,much more qualified to answer your post,but feel I need to respond to you,and your loneliness.First of all at the risk of sounding cliche,Father Satan is there for you if you made a dedication like that to Him.Many things happen in our life,that sometimes we can't find answers for at the time.But we have a God who never leaves us alone ever,and always has our best interest's in mind.H P Maxine has said in her sermons,That sometimes according to our Astrological chart,that there can be things happening to us that are according to the place of the planets,and where they are.I will be the first to say that I am not an astrologer,by any means,but shit happens that is not our fault.As far as opening your third eye chakra,just vibrate Thoth's name,over and over until you feel a dull ache in your forehead.There is a mudra,but someone more knowledgeable than I would have to explain it to you. But start off with listening to your breath,deep breathing,and visualize your chakras lighting up,and then spinning.Can some of our more experienced brothers and sisters help our new dedicated one out.Not real good at explaining it as of yet,since I dedicated only a couple of years ago myself.Hope I was some help at all.Let me tell you what Father told me when I dedicated.I heard a voice say to me"YOU ARE OURS NOW,AND WE WILL PROTECT YOU FROM NOW ON"Hang in there my friend.
Hail Satan!
Brian  

--- On Sat, 6/18/11, marinucciusmc <marinucciusmc@... wrote:

From: marinucciusmc <marinucciusmc@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Newly Dedicated and having issues :-/
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, June 18, 2011, 2:03 PM

  Dearest Brothers and Sisters,

I recently dedicated after waiting and researching for a long time to make sure I was not wasting my time with another fake Satanist website. Anyway, during my dedication (which overall went smoothly) I was forced to use a zippo lighter instead of a candle because I am in a combat zone in a foreign country. While i was reading aloud the prayer the entire zippo caught fire and the flame rose to about a foot high and remained there until the paper was fully burned then the flame went out. I have no doubt whatsoever that this was Father Satan's work and it made me indescribably happy to see a true sign from Him. But since then my life in general has changed somewhat for the worse. Its only little things, nothing major like death of a friend or personal injury, but some depression, lack of energy all around on my part, severe loneliness, I keep hitting my head on things I didn't before, accidentally cutting myself, getting screwed over on assignments. Just small things that add up that haven't happened before. I understand it could just be a phase or timing or whatever but I have heard no response from Father Satan when I call for help. i have had trouble concentrating when I meditate, I don't get too much time to meditate at all either. I just feel like I'm in a bad place, maybe under attack from the enemy....I honestly don't know but anyone with any advice would be greatly appreciated. Also any tips on how to open my chakras so that I may find out who my GD is because I can't access the JoS website out here :-( I'm soeey for posting so large of a...post...but I just really need some help from my Family right now...please

Hail Satan!
Hail the Gods of Hell!

[/TD]

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]To add also,what I do is I breath in for 6,hold it for 6,breath out for 6 as HP Maxine speaks about in her power meditation books,and Spiritual Warfare Book.It also helps me to visualize the numbers on a chock board,as she also recommends,as it keeps me focused while being relaxed.I have been doing it that way for over a year now,and it works for me.I do my cleaning and spinning of my chakras that way also.
Hail Satan!
Brian

--- On Tue, 6/21/11, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Newly Dedicated and having issues :-/
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, June 21, 2011, 5:24 AM

 

<td style="font:[/IMG]Awesome dedication!There are many more people,much more qualified to answer your post,but feel I need to respond to you,and your loneliness.First of all at the risk of sounding cliche,Father Satan is there for you if you made a dedication like that to Him.Many things happen in our life,that sometimes we can't find answers for at the time.But we have a God who never leaves us alone ever,and always has our best interest's in mind.H P Maxine has said in her sermons,That sometimes according to our Astrological chart,that there can be things happening to us that are according to the place of the planets,and where they are.I will be the first to say that I am not an astrologer,by any means,but shit happens that is not our fault.As far as opening your third eye chakra,just vibrate Thoth's name,over and over until you feel a dull ache in your forehead.There is a mudra,but someone more knowledgeable than I would have to explain it to you. But start off with listening to your breath,deep breathing,and visualize your chakras lighting up,and then spinning.Can some of our more experienced brothers and sisters help our new dedicated one out.Not real good at explaining it as of yet,since I dedicated only a couple of years ago myself.Hope I was some help at all.Let me tell you what Father told me when I dedicated.I heard a voice say to me"YOU ARE OURS NOW,AND WE WILL PROTECT YOU FROM NOW ON"Hang in there my friend.
Hail Satan!
Brian  

--- On Sat, 6/18/11, marinucciusmc <marinucciusmc@... wrote:

From: marinucciusmc <marinucciusmc@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Newly Dedicated and having issues :-/
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, June 18, 2011, 2:03 PM

  Dearest Brothers and Sisters,

I recently dedicated after waiting and researching for a long time to make sure I was not wasting my time with another fake Satanist website. Anyway, during my dedication (which overall went smoothly) I was forced to use a zippo lighter instead of a candle because I am in a combat zone in a foreign country. While i was reading aloud the prayer the entire zippo caught fire and the flame rose to about a foot high and remained there until the paper was fully burned then the flame went out. I have no doubt whatsoever that this was Father Satan's work and it made me indescribably happy to see a true sign from Him. But since then my life in general has changed somewhat for the worse. Its only little things, nothing major like death of a friend or personal injury, but some depression, lack of energy all around on my part, severe loneliness, I keep hitting my head on things I didn't before, accidentally cutting myself, getting screwed over on assignments. Just small things that add up that haven't happened before. I understand it could just be a phase or timing or whatever but I have heard no response from Father Satan when I call for help. i have had trouble concentrating when I meditate, I don't get too much time to meditate at all either. I just feel like I'm in a bad place, maybe under attack from the enemy....I honestly don't know but anyone with any advice would be greatly appreciated. Also any tips on how to open my chakras so that I may find out who my GD is because I can't access the JoS website out here :-( I'm soeey for posting so large of a...post...but I just really need some help from my Family right now...please

Hail Satan!
Hail the Gods of Hell!

[/TD]

[/TD]

 

[marinucciusmc]

To Brian, Carrie, and Sabrina,

thank You very much for responding to my post!! as i said before i can not access the JoS website so all the information i get is from these posts and it truly warms my soul knowing that i have a family who cares and is there when no one else is. Especially when it comes to Satanism. I will do everything that You all have told me and meditate as often as possible. Again thank You all sooooo very very much!!!

Hail Satan!!!
Hail the Gods of Hell!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Awesome dedication!There are many more people,much more qualified to answer your post,but feel I need to respond to you,and your loneliness.First of all at the risk of sounding cliche,Father Satan is there for you if you made a dedication like that to Him.Many things happen in our life,that sometimes we can't find answers for at the time.But we have a God who never leaves us alone ever,and always has our best interest's in mind.H P Maxine has said in her sermons,That sometimes according to our Astrological chart,that there can be things happening to us that are according to the place of the planets,and where they are.I will be the first to say that I am not an astrologer,by any means,but shit happens that is not our fault.As far as opening your third eye chakra,just vibrate Thoth's name,over and over until you feel a dull ache in your forehead.There is a mudra,but someone more knowledgeable than I would have to explain it to you. But start off with
listening to your breath,deep breathing,and visualize your chakras lighting up,and then spinning.Can some of our more experienced brothers and sisters help our new dedicated one out.Not real good at explaining it as of yet,since I dedicated only a couple of years ago myself.Hope I was some help at all.Let me tell you what Father told me when I dedicated.I heard a voice say to me"YOU ARE OURS NOW,AND WE WILL PROTECT YOU FROM NOW ON"Hang in there my friend.
Hail Satan!
Brian  

--- On Sat, 6/18/11, marinucciusmc <marinucciusmc@... wrote:

From: marinucciusmc <marinucciusmc@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Newly Dedicated and having issues :-/
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Saturday, June 18, 2011, 2:03 PM
















 









Dearest Brothers and Sisters,



I recently dedicated after waiting and researching for a long time to make sure I was not wasting my time with another fake Satanist website. Anyway, during my dedication (which overall went smoothly) I was forced to use a zippo lighter instead of a candle because I am in a combat zone in a foreign country. While i was reading aloud the prayer the entire zippo caught fire and the flame rose to about a foot high and remained there until the paper was fully burned then the flame went out. I have no doubt whatsoever that this was Father Satan's work and it made me indescribably happy to see a true sign from Him. But since then my life in general has changed somewhat for the worse. Its only little things, nothing major like death of a friend or personal injury, but some depression, lack of energy all around on my part, severe loneliness, I keep hitting my head on things I didn't before, accidentally cutting myself, getting screwed over on assignments. Just
small things that add up that haven't happened before. I understand it could just be a phase or timing or whatever but I have heard no response from Father Satan when I call for help. i have had trouble concentrating when I meditate, I don't get too much time to meditate at all either. I just feel like I'm in a bad place, maybe under attack from the enemy....I honestly don't know but anyone with any advice would be greatly appreciated. Also any tips on how to open my chakras so that I may find out who my GD is because I can't access the JoS website out here :-( I'm soeey for posting so large of a...post...but I just really need some help from my Family right now...please



Hail Satan!

Hail the Gods of Hell!