flaringhope
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Hello! I'm Jenny, and I have recently decided to join the satanist movement. The Christian god has wronged me, and I feel the need to be a part of a loving and friendly, but harsh and strict group to help me get my life back on track, both spiritually and physically.
A little about myself: I am 19, lesbian, and have been struggling with depression and anxiety for the last few years. However, with the recent discovery of my guardian demon (who had been speaking to me telepathically, and I disregarded it as a negative "voice in my head") I have decided to quit taking the meds that suppress the voices of demons and Satan. I used to hear all kinds of voices in my head that I knew were a part of me, but not quite mine, and it was recently revealed to me that these "negative" voices were all demons of Satan trying to help me through my depression. Now that I know they were harsh only to get my attention and to help me, I accept them fully.
The only problem I have with Satanism is that I was raised a Christian. I was brought up on the lies and filth and garbage that most Christians force upon everyone they meet. So, filled with nothing but hatred and fear of Satan from earlier in my life, I still experience residual fear of what will happen once I am bound to Satan. I was raised to believe that he tricks and deceives. I know now that the true deceiver is the Christian god, but that fear of being wrong still exists. I know Satan to be a loving and caring being, and from what I have heard and read, he and his demons are not out to harm humans. But I also thought the Christian god was kind and compassionate at one point.
Anyways, I look forward to meeting other GLBT Satanists. I also hope many of you, like my guardian demon, will help me along this new spiritual path to peace and justice.
Jenny
A little about myself: I am 19, lesbian, and have been struggling with depression and anxiety for the last few years. However, with the recent discovery of my guardian demon (who had been speaking to me telepathically, and I disregarded it as a negative "voice in my head") I have decided to quit taking the meds that suppress the voices of demons and Satan. I used to hear all kinds of voices in my head that I knew were a part of me, but not quite mine, and it was recently revealed to me that these "negative" voices were all demons of Satan trying to help me through my depression. Now that I know they were harsh only to get my attention and to help me, I accept them fully.
The only problem I have with Satanism is that I was raised a Christian. I was brought up on the lies and filth and garbage that most Christians force upon everyone they meet. So, filled with nothing but hatred and fear of Satan from earlier in my life, I still experience residual fear of what will happen once I am bound to Satan. I was raised to believe that he tricks and deceives. I know now that the true deceiver is the Christian god, but that fear of being wrong still exists. I know Satan to be a loving and caring being, and from what I have heard and read, he and his demons are not out to harm humans. But I also thought the Christian god was kind and compassionate at one point.
Anyways, I look forward to meeting other GLBT Satanists. I also hope many of you, like my guardian demon, will help me along this new spiritual path to peace and justice.
Jenny