New person seeking advice

[brlababy]

Hello everyone. First of all I want to thank you in advance for being here and listening to my post.

Please excuse me too if I use improper terms..I mean no disrespect and in fact have the highest respect for all of you.

I was raised a Catholic and was quite a devout follower of Mary. Prayed to her many times daily. Two years ago I starting having some sort of entity/spirit visit me...at first it seemed kind and peaceful. Then it became ugly and harassing. I since then left the Catholic church and when I did the spirit left me. Unfortunately I migrated to other Christian denominations. My life has only been downhill since then, full of anxiety and fear. One day I found your site and started reading....now I can see now the Christian lies. I feel stupid and foolish for having followed them.

I have read and studied much on the JOS website..I am so grateful for it. I no doubt need to study more. Some things are starting to become clear to me and I feel ready to want to make a dedication to Satan. I want to get rid of this overwhelming fear inside of me as well. Is it proper to ask Satan for help with this or should I dedicate myself first?

I know fear is foolish and this is not what I was created for. But I feel I can't fight it myself. I feel at my wits end and any advice from more experienced members would be so welcome to me. I feel almost like you are a life raft to me now.

Thank you so much. Sorry if I rambled on too much.

 

[siguard666]

A PLEASURE TO HAVE ANOTHER SATANIST ON BOARD!!

Nah, you didn't messed up - and a spelling or grammar mistake is not a crime here (at least for me )

Anyway, the more we read the more valuable and knowledgeable we become, and this makes our Father proud, doesn't it?

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "brlababy" <brlababy@... wrote:

Hello everyone. First of all I want to thank you in advance for being here and listening to my post.

Please excuse me too if I use improper terms..I mean no disrespect and in fact have the highest respect for all of you.

I was raised a Catholic and was quite a devout follower of Mary. Prayed to her many times daily. Two years ago I starting having some sort of entity/spirit visit me...at first it seemed kind and peaceful. Then it became ugly and harassing. I since then left the Catholic church and when I did the spirit left me. Unfortunately I migrated to other Christian denominations. My life has only been downhill since then, full of anxiety and fear. One day I found your site and started reading....now I can see now the Christian lies. I feel stupid and foolish for having followed them.

I have read and studied much on the JOS website..I am so grateful for it. I no doubt need to study more. Some things are starting to become clear to me and I feel ready to want to make a dedication to Satan. I want to get rid of this overwhelming fear inside of me as well. Is it proper to ask Satan for help with this or should I dedicate myself first?

I know fear is foolish and this is not what I was created for. But I feel I can't fight it myself. I feel at my wits end and any advice from more experienced members would be so welcome to me. I feel almost like you are a life raft to me now.

Thank you so much. Sorry if I rambled on too much.

 

[brlababy]

Thank you so much for making me feel welcome. It is a pleasure to meet you too.

Yes I agree that knowledge is valuable and I am reading and studying to further this. I feel an almost hunger inside of me to know the truth. I want my Father to be proud and I am grateful for what He has done for me to this point.

It is very hard to be deprogramed out of the Christian lies..yet every day I feel a little more progress. HAIL SATAN!

Please forgive me in the future if I ask silly questions or what might seem silly to all of you...I just have an earnest desire to learn.

I also thank Father Satan for the enlightment...to bring me to the truth. Thank you Father Satan for bringing me this far!

HAIL SATAN!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "siguard666" <siguard666@... wrote:

A PLEASURE TO HAVE ANOTHER SATANIST ON BOARD!!

Nah, you didn't messed up - and a spelling or grammar mistake is not a crime here (at least for me )

Anyway, the more we read the more valuable and knowledgeable we become, and this makes our Father proud, doesn't it?

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[siguard666]

No question is stupid - some may be answered by studying JoS. However, the most stupid ones are, as for me, 'I have dedicated, what to do next?' - and the answer is always the same: 'make a meditation program, meditate, open your chakras, etc'

People just do not read - they act too hasty...

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "brlababy" <brlababy@... wrote:

Thank you so much for making me feel welcome. It is a pleasure to meet you too.

Yes I agree that knowledge is valuable and I am reading and studying to further this. I feel an almost hunger inside of me to know the truth. I want my Father to be proud and I am grateful for what He has done for me to this point.

It is very hard to be deprogramed out of the Christian lies..yet every day I feel a little more progress. HAIL SATAN!

Please forgive me in the future if I ask silly questions or what might seem silly to all of you...I just have an earnest desire to learn.

I also thank Father Satan for the enlightment...to bring me to the truth. Thank you Father Satan for bringing me this far!

HAIL SATAN!!!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "siguard666" <siguard666@ wrote:

A PLEASURE TO HAVE ANOTHER SATANIST ON BOARD!!

Nah, you didn't messed up - and a spelling or grammar mistake is not a crime here (at least for me )

Anyway, the more we read the more valuable and knowledgeable we become, and this makes our Father proud, doesn't it?

HAIL SATAN!!