Need some help =(

[thy_elysium]

Ok, I think I have a big, biiig problem. It's like I'm on drugs or
something, I don't have enough energy, I look horrible, I'm
depressed... I feel like someone's sucking the energy from me, like
someone's stalking me.. Like I'm cursed or something.. Maybe it's all
in my head, maybe I'm going crazy but the fact is: I can't live like
this anymore!! =(
Does anyone know any ritual or something that could help me??
Cause if this is going to continue I'm gonna start think about suicide
as my only exit...

 

[darriondivon]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "thy_elysium" <dora1392@... wrote:

Ok, I think I have a big, biiig problem. It's like I'm on drugs or
something, I don't have enough energy, I look horrible, I'm
depressed... I feel like someone's sucking the energy from me, like
someone's stalking me.. Like I'm cursed or something.. Maybe it's all
in my head, maybe I'm going crazy but the fact is: I can't live like
this anymore!! =(
Does anyone know any ritual or something that could help me??
Cause if this is going to continue I'm gonna start think about

suicide

as my only exit...
you could do energy meditation to strenghthen your aura it will help

alot.or you couldask from satan for help through standard ritual .you
might be a victom of psychic vampirism .you should learn some stuff
about it .i recomend doing all of the above.

 

[Wesley Grissom]

Dude you may have Hypomania that's exactly the way I used to feel I talked to my docter and he prescribed some meds and they've helped a lot.  I'm much more energetic and can gets things done very easily now.  I used to have the same thoughts of suicide also.

From: thy_elysium <dora1392@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, January 29, 2009 2:08:57 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Need some help =(

Ok, I think I have a big, biiig problem. It's like I'm on drugs or
something, I don't have enough energy, I look horrible, I'm
depressed... I feel like someone's sucking the energy from me, like
someone's stalking me.. Like I'm cursed or something.. Maybe it's all
in my head, maybe I'm going crazy but the fact is: I can't live like
this anymore!! =(
Does anyone know any ritual or something that could help me??
Cause if this is going to continue I'm gonna start think about suicide
as my only exit...

 

[timong48]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "thy_elysium" <dora1392@... wrote:

Ok, I think I have a big, biiig problem. It's like I'm on drugs or
something, I don't have enough energy, I look horrible, I'm
depressed... I feel like someone's sucking the energy from me, like
someone's stalking me.. Like I'm cursed or something.. Maybe it's all
in my head, maybe I'm going crazy but the fact is: I can't live like
this anymore!! =(
Does anyone know any ritual or something that could help me??
Cause if this is going to continue I'm gonna start think about suicide
as my only exit...

Seems like you've got a psychic vampirism problem my friend.

Most of the time, its people we know and trust and they are
subconsciously doing it.

Follow my advice my friend

We first have to get you spiritually clean which is done by cleaning
your aura and chakras with brilliant white or whitegold light twice
daily, when you wake up and when before you go to sleep. This will get
rid of your depression

Never dwell on the problem..which in your case is all this energy
thats being sucked from you. This is because if you don't focus on it
and keep happy, the flow of energy taken from you will be on and off
until your energy is no longer being sapped.

Try to master the void meditation and foundation meditation as these
two meditations in my opinion are the most important meditations for
beginners. The void meditation will teach you to control your emotions
and also keep your mind silent on command. The foundation meditation
will teach you how to manipulate energy and learn how to increase your
own power by taking in more and more energy.

When you are masterful of the foundation meditation, absorb energy
from the sun because the sun is extremely powerful in empowering the
aura. A powerful aura means a powerful and happy person.

Never think negatively, we as satanists are very powerful and our
thoughts are alot stronger then the average person which means that if
you think negatively, you will forever be trapped in a bad state of
mind like you are now.

Dedicate yourself to Satan, our father keeps us strong and happy and
snaps us back into line if we're sad or depressed. He and his demons
also protects us from astral entities or anything trying to harm us in
any way.

These things are what you can do spiritually but don't forget to keep
yourself healthy physically by eating right and exercising everyday.

We do not entirely focus using spiritual means to fix our problems,
doctors are not there for no reason. If things become overwhelming for
you, GO SEE A DOCTOR THEY SAVE LIVES.

Good Luck !

Hail Satan!

Tim

 

[Andre1]

yea i know what you mean about being trapped in the negativity.
when im feeling shitty, like if i wake up and i feel all crappy, but
the night before i was all super happy, i go turn on some techno
music, do some yoga poses, work out, stretch, and generally try to
have fun.
maybe you could try something like that?
Ave Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "timong48" <timong48@... wrote:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "thy_elysium" <dora1392@ wrote:

Ok, I think I have a big, biiig problem. It's like I'm on drugs
or
something, I don't have enough energy, I look horrible, I'm
depressed... I feel like someone's sucking the energy from me,
like
someone's stalking me.. Like I'm cursed or something.. Maybe it's
all
in my head, maybe I'm going crazy but the fact is: I can't live
like
this anymore!! =(
Does anyone know any ritual or something that could help me??
Cause if this is going to continue I'm gonna start think about
suicide
as my only exit...


Seems like you've got a psychic vampirism problem my friend.

Most of the time, its people we know and trust and they are
subconsciously doing it.

Follow my advice my friend

We first have to get you spiritually clean which is done by cleaning
your aura and chakras with brilliant white or whitegold light twice
daily, when you wake up and when before you go to sleep. This will
get
rid of your depression

Never dwell on the problem..which in your case is all this energy
thats being sucked from you. This is because if you don't focus on
it
and keep happy, the flow of energy taken from you will be on and off
until your energy is no longer being sapped.

Try to master the void meditation and foundation meditation as these
two meditations in my opinion are the most important meditations for
beginners. The void meditation will teach you to control your
emotions
and also keep your mind silent on command. The foundation meditation
will teach you how to manipulate energy and learn how to increase
your
own power by taking in more and more energy.

When you are masterful of the foundation meditation, absorb energy
from the sun because the sun is extremely powerful in empowering the
aura. A powerful aura means a powerful and happy person.

Never think negatively, we as satanists are very powerful and our
thoughts are alot stronger then the average person which means that
if
you think negatively, you will forever be trapped in a bad state of
mind like you are now.

Dedicate yourself to Satan, our father keeps us strong and happy and
snaps us back into line if we're sad or depressed. He and his demons
also protects us from astral entities or anything trying to harm us
in
any way.

These things are what you can do spiritually but don't forget to
keep
yourself healthy physically by eating right and exercising everyday.

We do not entirely focus using spiritual means to fix our problems,
doctors are not there for no reason. If things become overwhelming
for
you, GO SEE A DOCTOR THEY SAVE LIVES.

Good Luck !

Hail Satan!

Tim