Hello Brothers and sisters.
I guess i'm just looking for a bit of support really, as recently I have been doubting Father Satan and all that he stands for. Deep down in my heart I know that he's right but i'm scared that he will find my doubting a great shame and be hurt by my actions.
My doubts started when I met this guy at uni, he says he doesn't believe in God or Satan and I thought "Thats o.k because Father Satan would rather you were an athiest than someone who followed something that will be detrimental to one's character i.e christianity". He seemed very powerful in himself and had a very strong character, so I assumed that It would be o.k to hang together.
He then started saying that he was an occultist and that he studies symbology and old texts etc. He hasn't even read the Al Jilwah and doesn't know anything about true Satanism only the lies and faux rituals of pseudo-satanist off shoots from the church. He started claiming that my beliefs were an offshoot of christianity and told me he would quite happily destroy my religion with all of his philosophies. Since meeting him he has made me doubt Father Satan and I have never, EVER doubted him before. I want to clear those doubts and re-invent myself once more in Father Satan's love, but i'm scared now that he will not accept me. I don't even know why I have doubts as when we were "debating" everything, I blew his arguments out of the ocean.
Please help and give me some advice on whether or not Father will accept me, and what is the best way to go about earning his trust and guidance back?
I would be greatfull for any help given.
Ave Satanas.
I guess i'm just looking for a bit of support really, as recently I have been doubting Father Satan and all that he stands for. Deep down in my heart I know that he's right but i'm scared that he will find my doubting a great shame and be hurt by my actions.
My doubts started when I met this guy at uni, he says he doesn't believe in God or Satan and I thought "Thats o.k because Father Satan would rather you were an athiest than someone who followed something that will be detrimental to one's character i.e christianity". He seemed very powerful in himself and had a very strong character, so I assumed that It would be o.k to hang together.
He then started saying that he was an occultist and that he studies symbology and old texts etc. He hasn't even read the Al Jilwah and doesn't know anything about true Satanism only the lies and faux rituals of pseudo-satanist off shoots from the church. He started claiming that my beliefs were an offshoot of christianity and told me he would quite happily destroy my religion with all of his philosophies. Since meeting him he has made me doubt Father Satan and I have never, EVER doubted him before. I want to clear those doubts and re-invent myself once more in Father Satan's love, but i'm scared now that he will not accept me. I don't even know why I have doubts as when we were "debating" everything, I blew his arguments out of the ocean.
Please help and give me some advice on whether or not Father will accept me, and what is the best way to go about earning his trust and guidance back?
I would be greatfull for any help given.
Ave Satanas.
