My turn to ask for help :(

[David1]

Ok, so to be honest I don't know what I'm doing here.
I really believe in Satan's work and I constantly send energy out to destroy those xianist fucks and the more and more I read about them the more and more my anger grows, but I feel like I'm burning out.
I feel like I'm a little too emotionally unstable to be of any help to him right now, and my mind feels completely clouded to the point where meditation just doesn't seem possible. Feels like there is a thundercloud in my head. I would ask him for help, but given how rude and disrespectful I have been lately, I'm not sure it's appropriate to ask for any of the Demons' help, let alone Satan's.
I would really appreciate any input you guys have. I am really new at this and have no discipline and I don't know where to begin again.
Thanks.
Ave Satanis

 

[freenighttime5478]

My opinion is to simply take a break to recuperate. Even if it is only a day or two, reserve some time for yourself, recharge, and relax a bit. Perhaps just do some of the meditations like void and simply feel your personal energy without sending it on any missions. We all need to take off a bit of time, or like you explained we would just burn out.
Also, I'm sure Father understands that we all have our rough times, and if you ask him or one of the Demons' help they won't hold it against you or refuse to help. But if you feel uncomfortable, I would just practice the relaxation meditations. Also, it might help to just go into a trance and simply let whatever thoughts that come up just pass through and take note on them. This tends to bring to light what all is bothering you or on your mind so it can be dealt with accordingly.
Good luck, my Brother.
Hail Father!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "david" <felgaurd666@... wrote:

Ok, so to be honest I don't know what I'm doing here.
I really believe in Satan's work and I constantly send energy out to destroy those xianist fucks and the more and more I read about them the more and more my anger grows, but I feel like I'm burning out.
I feel like I'm a little too emotionally unstable to be of any help to him right now, and my mind feels completely clouded to the point where meditation just doesn't seem possible. Feels like there is a thundercloud in my head. I would ask him for help, but given how rude and disrespectful I have been lately, I'm not sure it's appropriate to ask for any of the Demons' help, let alone Satan's.
I would really appreciate any input you guys have. I am really new at this and have no discipline and I don't know where to begin again.
Thanks.
Ave Satanis

 

[David1]

Thanks for the help brother did what you suggested and I feel better than ever. Satan understands that it was just a mound of emotional pain festering inside that I had to release. Your post helped me have courage to approach him again. It's odd to have attributes like "compassion" and "sympathy" applied to a God, but that's just thanks to those fucking piece of shit xtians... The amount of restraint it takes not to slam each one's face into the concrete or ram a cross up their asses.... huurrrrr...... ok
Anyways, thanks brother!
Ave Satanis!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "freenighttime5478" <bluemoonrising5478@... wrote:

My opinion is to simply take a break to recuperate. Even if it is only a day or two, reserve some time for yourself, recharge, and relax a bit. Perhaps just do some of the meditations like void and simply feel your personal energy without sending it on any missions. We all need to take off a bit of time, or like you explained we would just burn out.
Also, I'm sure Father understands that we all have our rough times, and if you ask him or one of the Demons' help they won't hold it against you or refuse to help. But if you feel uncomfortable, I would just practice the relaxation meditations. Also, it might help to just go into a trance and simply let whatever thoughts that come up just pass through and take note on them. This tends to bring to light what all is bothering you or on your mind so it can be dealt with accordingly.
Good luck, my Brother.
Hail Father!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "david" <felgaurd666@ wrote:

Ok, so to be honest I don't know what I'm doing here.
I really believe in Satan's work and I constantly send energy out to destroy those xianist fucks and the more and more I read about them the more and more my anger grows, but I feel like I'm burning out.
I feel like I'm a little too emotionally unstable to be of any help to him right now, and my mind feels completely clouded to the point where meditation just doesn't seem possible. Feels like there is a thundercloud in my head. I would ask him for help, but given how rude and disrespectful I have been lately, I'm not sure it's appropriate to ask for any of the Demons' help, let alone Satan's.
I would really appreciate any input you guys have. I am really new at this and have no discipline and I don't know where to begin again.
Thanks.
Ave Satanis

 

[freenighttime5478]

I know exactly what you mean, Brother always here to help!
Hail Father!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "david" <felgaurd666@... wrote:

Thanks for the help brother did what you suggested and I feel better than ever. Satan understands that it was just a mound of emotional pain festering inside that I had to release. Your post helped me have courage to approach him again. It's odd to have attributes like "compassion" and "sympathy" applied to a God, but that's just thanks to those fucking piece of shit xtians... The amount of restraint it takes not to slam each one's face into the concrete or ram a cross up their asses.... huurrrrr...... ok
Anyways, thanks brother!
Ave Satanis!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "freenighttime5478" <bluemoonrising5478@ wrote:

My opinion is to simply take a break to recuperate. Even if it is only a day or two, reserve some time for yourself, recharge, and relax a bit. Perhaps just do some of the meditations like void and simply feel your personal energy without sending it on any missions. We all need to take off a bit of time, or like you explained we would just burn out.
Also, I'm sure Father understands that we all have our rough times, and if you ask him or one of the Demons' help they won't hold it against you or refuse to help. But if you feel uncomfortable, I would just practice the relaxation meditations. Also, it might help to just go into a trance and simply let whatever thoughts that come up just pass through and take note on them. This tends to bring to light what all is bothering you or on your mind so it can be dealt with accordingly.
Good luck, my Brother.
Hail Father!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "david" <felgaurd666@ wrote:

Ok, so to be honest I don't know what I'm doing here.
I really believe in Satan's work and I constantly send energy out to destroy those xianist fucks and the more and more I read about them the more and more my anger grows, but I feel like I'm burning out.
I feel like I'm a little too emotionally unstable to be of any help to him right now, and my mind feels completely clouded to the point where meditation just doesn't seem possible. Feels like there is a thundercloud in my head. I would ask him for help, but given how rude and disrespectful I have been lately, I'm not sure it's appropriate to ask for any of the Demons' help, let alone Satan's.
I would really appreciate any input you guys have. I am really new at this and have no discipline and I don't know where to begin again.
Thanks.
Ave Satanis