My Story and help needed

[chris1]

Dear All,
I am not yet a practicing satanist, but I became interested after an ongoing kundalini experience. I have always been interested in Hinduism, especially Tantrism and the Lord of Yoga and enlightenment, Lord Shiva. I did not know that Shiva, Enki and Satan are one and the same, but I suspected something was up when my Kundalini started rising and my knowledge of spiritual matters started expanding exponentially. When I realized the true significance of the Garden of Eden story and the correlation between the Kundalini serpent and Satan, I realized that my true God, Father and Friend may be Satan and not the God Jehova, who I always disliked for his arrogance and cruelty. I am not yet a 100 percent sure that Satanism is for me, but I would like to investigate further. I live in London (UK) and would appreciate any help regarding serious groups and gatherings that I may participate in to learn more. Many thanks for your help.
Regards,
Chris

 

[Emily Watts]

You will more than likely not find any physical groups to join no matter your country of residence. But you can visit www.templeofzeus.org and www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php for more information. Also, of course, if you have any questions, that's what the groups are for. Cheers!
Hail Satan!

On Jan 2, 2013 1:55 PM, "Chris" <konczk@... wrote:

  Dear All,
I am not yet a practicing satanist, but I became interested after an ongoing kundalini experience. I have always been interested in Hinduism, especially Tantrism and the Lord of Yoga and enlightenment, Lord Shiva. I did not know that Shiva, Enki and Satan are one and the same, but I suspected something was up when my Kundalini started rising and my knowledge of spiritual matters started expanding exponentially. When I realized the true significance of the Garden of Eden story and the correlation between the Kundalini serpent and Satan, I realized that my true God, Father and Friend may be Satan and not the God Jehova, who I always disliked for his arrogance and cruelty. I am not yet a 100 percent sure that Satanism is for me, but I would like to investigate further. I live in London (UK) and would appreciate any help regarding serious groups and gatherings that I may participate in to learn more. Many thanks for your help.
Regards,
Chris

 

[chris1]

Thanks for your kind reply. I have been reading those sites for a while now and I find them very helpful. In fact, during a Kundalini meditation, I realized that the serpent of the garden of eden was the kundalini serpent and then the whole significance of the story dawned on me. Doing a quick search of kundalini + satan took me straight to the aforementioned websites, but I do research in a lot of connected areas and I am currently working on a novel that is loosely connected to this area of knowledge. My problem is that up to a few days ago I was convinced that all gods are evil and parasitic by nature, just like the Christian God Yehova. I have always been more sympathetic to Hindu gods, particularly Shiva, who I now realize is actually Shaitan, while his wind-god aspect know as Rudra is actually the demon Pazuzu. Still, I am utterly confused right now, as I don't see how giving away your power to another god, in this case father Satan, is going to help you progress spiritually. I am sure he is very powerful and benevolent towards his subjects, but possibly he is of the same race as the other gods, like Enlil and Yahwe. While I do feel his presence and power since I discovered the truth about him, I am scared that he might be another one of those gods that are just looking for worshippers whose power they can parasite of. I don't believe that to be the case, but I need convincing... Any material you could point me to?

Thanks

Chris

--- In , Emily Watts <emilywatts87@... wrote:

You will more than likely not find any physical groups to join no matter
your country of residence. But you can visit www.templeofzeus.org and
www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php for more information. Also, of course, if you
have any questions, that's what the groups are for. Cheers!
Hail Satan!
On Jan 2, 2013 1:55 PM, "Chris" <konczk@... wrote:

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Dear All,
I am not yet a practicing satanist, but I became interested after an
ongoing kundalini experience. I have always been interested in Hinduism,
especially Tantrism and the Lord of Yoga and enlightenment, Lord Shiva. I
did not know that Shiva, Enki and Satan are one and the same, but I
suspected something was up when my Kundalini started rising and my
knowledge of spiritual matters started expanding exponentially. When I
realized the true significance of the Garden of Eden story and the
correlation between the Kundalini serpent and Satan, I realized that my
true God, Father and Friend may be Satan and not the God Jehova, who I
always disliked for his arrogance and cruelty. I am not yet a 100 percent
sure that Satanism is for me, but I would like to investigate further. I
live in London (UK) and would appreciate any help regarding serious groups
and gatherings that I may participate in to learn more. Many thanks for
your help.
Regards,
Chris