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j.raftaz

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Fellow Satanists,

As of yesterday night, I have renounced the catholic religion that was forced upon me and have taken Satanism as my new way of life... and I love this way of life. About three years ago I found out about chakra meditation and it's effects on the human body. I have worked on my third eye and crown mostly because it let me have vivid, realistic dreams every day, where I have full control of my environment. My dreams now let me smell my surroundings, touch and feel as though it's real, hear multiple conversations at once, turn into anything I wish and make any object appear in front of me. My dreams use to be about choppy randomness as a child but when i hit about 16, everything changed and now I speak with entities that I've never seen before. Listen I know you may think they're just dreams, but the things that are said and the things I learn and the epiphanies that hit me in the face and bring me to tears makes me think there is something greater. I never believed in Jehovah and his son... at age 14 I realized I was forced into getting baptized, going through a communion and even confirmation. I chose Satanism because it made everything make SO much sense, it was incredible. As a child i was visited by many beings... being raised as a catholic I was scared and afraid of these beings. Only now do i know that these beings are allies, friends of the cosmic past and our Gods. Last night I wrote my dedication to Satan in my astral plane, kinda pathetic for a 20 year old, but I live at home and would rather do it one day where I will be by myself. As soon as I lit the paper with my red candle, bright gold spheres whirled through my line of vision and a sudden, heart racing "Jesse" was spoken to me as though it were right next to me in the room. I should have opened my eyes... but I couldnt. Today I feel as though I'm a brand new person, And I know it will only get better from here.

-JR

HAIL SATAN!
 
Welcome! Glad to have you!

If you did the dedication once, you don't need to do it again. I'm 21 and currently living with family too so you're not the only one. I did my dedication ritual in the physical form and almost got caught doing it. Plenty of former xtians like yourself, including me, are on this group.

By the way, if you need some help or anything, I'm always glad to lend a hand when I can. Good luck on your new path!
 
Welcome to the family. :)

HAIL SATAN

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "j.raftaz" <j.raftaz@... wrote:

Fellow Satanists,

As of yesterday night, I have renounced the catholic religion that was forced upon me and have taken Satanism as my new way of life... and I love this way of life. About three years ago I found out about chakra meditation and it's effects on the human body. I have worked on my third eye and crown mostly because it let me have vivid, realistic dreams every day, where I have full control of my environment. My dreams now let me smell my surroundings, touch and feel as though it's real, hear multiple conversations at once, turn into anything I wish and make any object appear in front of me. My dreams use to be about choppy randomness as a child but when i hit about 16, everything changed and now I speak with entities that I've never seen before. Listen I know you may think they're just dreams, but the things that are said and the things I learn and the epiphanies that hit me in the face and bring me to tears makes me think there is something greater. I never believed in Jehovah and his son... at age 14 I realized I was forced into getting baptized, going through a communion and even confirmation. I chose Satanism because it made everything make SO much sense, it was incredible. As a child i was visited by many beings... being raised as a catholic I was scared and afraid of these beings. Only now do i know that these beings are allies, friends of the cosmic past and our Gods. Last night I wrote my dedication to Satan in my astral plane, kinda pathetic for a 20 year old, but I live at home and would rather do it one day where I will be by myself. As soon as I lit the paper with my red candle, bright gold spheres whirled through my line of vision and a sudden, heart racing "Jesse" was spoken to me as though it were right next to me in the room. I should have opened my eyes... but I couldnt. Today I feel as though I'm a brand new person, And I know it will only get better from here.

-JR

HAIL SATAN!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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