My experience last night

[Lucifuge Kaiser]

Hello, Ive been on the other JoS forums and found this one just last night. I looked under the files and immediately looked at "how to identify a jew part one". I was doing this on my iPod and was on another forum with my laptop because the IM works better on there. As soon as my iPod loaded the file, the first slide had this fucking disgusting kike looking straight at you with it's unnatural face. I reacted immediatly as I saw it and my iPod exploded straight out of my hands onto the floor, my laptop immediately closed too. I literally felt explosive energy and when I finally found my iPod on the ground somewhere, I had turned it facing away so I didn't have to look directly at it. I couldn't stop thinking about how disgusting that face was, and I became filled with so much pure anger. I now understand exactly what that was and i think I reacted that way because I had all my chakras open. I learned that you can close them to get a feeling of peace and that also, looking right into those unnatural eyes with an open heart chakra can immediately invite negative energy.

My question is, when should I look at that file again, should I wait untill my aura is stronger and I'm more experienced to deal with negative energy, or do you think it wouldn't make a difference and I need to educate myself now?