I've been working on meditation since my dedication earlier this month and haven't had much success, though I have read this: http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... on-magick/ so I knew to just keep working and eventually I'll get better. After today's meditation though when I opened my eyes everything appeared to have a muted color, and colors didn't become vibrant again for about 5 minutes, this was after being interrupted by a bug landing on me. Is this a sign of progress at all?