Hello again,
I performed the initiation ritual a while ago in my head....I mean I said the prayer in my head and meditated after wards. I had been gone a while and almost lost faith in father(forgive me, it was the 20+ years of catholic programming)but I found him again and my question is, would it be proper and respectful to perform it again only this time the real way? Secondly, I remembered something that happened to me when i performed it in my head. During and after I was meditating, I noticed an intensely comfortable warm feeling throughout me while I was doing it. This was something I had never felt before. I had never felt anything remotely like this when I was a praying as a catholic(in fact i felt nothing or sometimes even felt cold). I was wondering if I can expect this comfortable feeling and if its normal. Thank you for your time and patience. OH BTW, does anyone know if that warm feeling was father or not? Thanks again.
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
I performed the initiation ritual a while ago in my head....I mean I said the prayer in my head and meditated after wards. I had been gone a while and almost lost faith in father(forgive me, it was the 20+ years of catholic programming)but I found him again and my question is, would it be proper and respectful to perform it again only this time the real way? Secondly, I remembered something that happened to me when i performed it in my head. During and after I was meditating, I noticed an intensely comfortable warm feeling throughout me while I was doing it. This was something I had never felt before. I had never felt anything remotely like this when I was a praying as a catholic(in fact i felt nothing or sometimes even felt cold). I was wondering if I can expect this comfortable feeling and if its normal. Thank you for your time and patience. OH BTW, does anyone know if that warm feeling was father or not? Thanks again.
Hail Satan!!!!!!!