hells_dragon_warrior
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If it weren't for my void meditations, lets just say it severely helped me!
2 nights ago I was printing out some things from the Satanic Kabbala and was doing some meditation work before I went to bed, at around 3am I had this very sickening feeling, an I could almost hear like a presence, my door was making noises as I was starting to feel very weird (sickening), but I started to smile as I said your presence does not scare me (as I was trying to sleep), then i was starting to feel this real weird sensation in my heart, so i visualized myself with white bright light an I pictured Satan's sigil in the middle of my room an started to chant an picture my room filled with bright light, this was doing a little bit but whatever it was, was still there. All of a sudden I felt really normal an very pleased with myself as it felt like it had left but then I got the sickening feeling again like it has come back, so I then call upon Satan in my mind and the weirdest fucking thing happened, its like, whatever it was all of a sudden touched my cheek an it felt like a big electric shock on my cheek as it touched me an then the presence was gone? It was so weird, because I am now starting to think all this time I had or still have a presence around me preventing me from advancing, because all the negative shit that's happened to me has happened exactly at if not around the time of 3am, when I was new to Satanism id wake up at 3am with my dog barking an a sickening feeling, an a while ago at 3 am when I was downstairs on the couch this fog was hovering on the roof an I got shivers all down my back an my dog got up an ran to the door to be let out? A long time ago also not to sure of the time, I had woken up to the presence of a shadowy figure, now I was completely paralyzed an could not hardly move as it sunk into my floor, it looked like them shadowy things off the movie ghost! So I don't know whats goen on, but my astral vision isn't at its best to see anything so I cannot fight it, any tips on finding out whats this presence? Id rather eliminate it myself an then go to the gods for help, but If I cant do it myself then I will ask for help! This might be the answer to my random downfalls? Whatever it is I want to get my Justice an eliminate it if its out to do me harm! Any tips?
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE GODS OF HELL*
*HELLS WARRIOR*
2 nights ago I was printing out some things from the Satanic Kabbala and was doing some meditation work before I went to bed, at around 3am I had this very sickening feeling, an I could almost hear like a presence, my door was making noises as I was starting to feel very weird (sickening), but I started to smile as I said your presence does not scare me (as I was trying to sleep), then i was starting to feel this real weird sensation in my heart, so i visualized myself with white bright light an I pictured Satan's sigil in the middle of my room an started to chant an picture my room filled with bright light, this was doing a little bit but whatever it was, was still there. All of a sudden I felt really normal an very pleased with myself as it felt like it had left but then I got the sickening feeling again like it has come back, so I then call upon Satan in my mind and the weirdest fucking thing happened, its like, whatever it was all of a sudden touched my cheek an it felt like a big electric shock on my cheek as it touched me an then the presence was gone? It was so weird, because I am now starting to think all this time I had or still have a presence around me preventing me from advancing, because all the negative shit that's happened to me has happened exactly at if not around the time of 3am, when I was new to Satanism id wake up at 3am with my dog barking an a sickening feeling, an a while ago at 3 am when I was downstairs on the couch this fog was hovering on the roof an I got shivers all down my back an my dog got up an ran to the door to be let out? A long time ago also not to sure of the time, I had woken up to the presence of a shadowy figure, now I was completely paralyzed an could not hardly move as it sunk into my floor, it looked like them shadowy things off the movie ghost! So I don't know whats goen on, but my astral vision isn't at its best to see anything so I cannot fight it, any tips on finding out whats this presence? Id rather eliminate it myself an then go to the gods for help, but If I cant do it myself then I will ask for help! This might be the answer to my random downfalls? Whatever it is I want to get my Justice an eliminate it if its out to do me harm! Any tips?
*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE GODS OF HELL*
*HELLS WARRIOR*