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Might have something attacking me!

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If it weren't for my void meditations, lets just say it severely helped me!
2 nights ago I was printing out some things from the Satanic Kabbala and was doing some meditation work before I went to bed, at around 3am I had this very sickening feeling, an I could almost hear like a presence, my door was making noises as I was starting to feel very weird (sickening), but I started to smile as I said your presence does not scare me (as I was trying to sleep), then i was starting to feel this real weird sensation in my heart, so i visualized myself with white bright light an I pictured Satan's sigil in the middle of my room an started to chant an picture my room filled with bright light, this was doing a little bit but whatever it was, was still there. All of a sudden I felt really normal an very pleased with myself as it felt like it had left but then I got the sickening feeling again like it has come back, so I then call upon Satan in my mind and the weirdest fucking thing happened, its like, whatever it was all of a sudden touched my cheek an it felt like a big electric shock on my cheek as it touched me an then the presence was gone? It was so weird, because I am now starting to think all this time I had or still have a presence around me preventing me from advancing, because all the negative shit that's happened to me has happened exactly at if not around the time of 3am, when I was new to Satanism id wake up at 3am with my dog barking an a sickening feeling, an a while ago at 3 am when I was downstairs on the couch this fog was hovering on the roof an I got shivers all down my back an my dog got up an ran to the door to be let out? A long time ago also not to sure of the time, I had woken up to the presence of a shadowy figure, now I was completely paralyzed an could not hardly move as it sunk into my floor, it looked like them shadowy things off the movie ghost! So I don't know whats goen on, but my astral vision isn't at its best to see anything so I cannot fight it, any tips on finding out whats this presence? Id rather eliminate it myself an then go to the gods for help, but If I cant do it myself then I will ask for help! This might be the answer to my random downfalls? Whatever it is I want to get my Justice an eliminate it if its out to do me harm! Any tips?

*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE GODS OF HELL*

*HELLS WARRIOR*
 
It seems that this shadowy presence is helping you rather than harming you and should be welcomed as the presence of Satan in our lives. That is just my opinion. Why try to fight it off when you have been opened up to the presence of Satan?

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "hells_dragon_warrior" <hellz_army75@... wrote:

If it weren't for my void meditations, lets just say it severely helped me!
2 nights ago I was printing out some things from the Satanic Kabbala and was doing some meditation work before I went to bed, at around 3am I had this very sickening feeling, an I could almost hear like a presence, my door was making noises as I was starting to feel very weird (sickening), but I started to smile as I said your presence does not scare me (as I was trying to sleep), then i was starting to feel this real weird sensation in my heart, so i visualized myself with white bright light an I pictured Satan's sigil in the middle of my room an started to chant an picture my room filled with bright light, this was doing a little bit but whatever it was, was still there. All of a sudden I felt really normal an very pleased with myself as it felt like it had left but then I got the sickening feeling again like it has come back, so I then call upon Satan in my mind and the weirdest fucking thing happened, its like, whatever it was all of a sudden touched my cheek an it felt like a big electric shock on my cheek as it touched me an then the presence was gone? It was so weird, because I am now starting to think all this time I had or still have a presence around me preventing me from advancing, because all the negative shit that's happened to me has happened exactly at if not around the time of 3am, when I was new to Satanism id wake up at 3am with my dog barking an a sickening feeling, an a while ago at 3 am when I was downstairs on the couch this fog was hovering on the roof an I got shivers all down my back an my dog got up an ran to the door to be let out? A long time ago also not to sure of the time, I had woken up to the presence of a shadowy figure, now I was completely paralyzed an could not hardly move as it sunk into my floor, it looked like them shadowy things off the movie ghost! So I don't know whats goen on, but my astral vision isn't at its best to see anything so I cannot fight it, any tips on finding out whats this presence? Id rather eliminate it myself an then go to the gods for help, but If I cant do it myself then I will ask for help! This might be the answer to my random downfalls? Whatever it is I want to get my Justice an eliminate it if its out to do me harm! Any tips?

*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE GODS OF HELL*

*HELLS WARRIOR*
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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