siscool397
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- Nov 2, 2007
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ok what order should I do the meditations on the meditations page? I want to obtain enlightenment and in addition learn other things and progress as fast as I can. Also I am quitting weed this is my second day clean so it has come to my attention that I might have a hole in my aura or something.. I don't enjoy being high I just enjoy taking the toke and feeling it make me high after im high I feel dissapointed in myself, lazy etc. how would I heal the hole in my aura and how can I figure out where it is? I am new, juggling this, school and work at the same time. The meditations take a long time to complete. I have not done the dedication ritual yet either. let me know your thoughts and opinions please.