John Forsythe
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To say that anyone who discourages you from taking your own life isnt a Satanist is some pretty low down albeit ineffective manipulation. No Satanist that I know would ever arm you to kill yourself.
Self empowerment, self responsibility and tackling obstacles are major parts of the Satanic path. If you find yourself defaulting on them and returning to the old ways of self pity and degredation, perhaps it is time you went and asked Satan for help. He helps all who call on him in their time of need.
Ave Satanas!
Self empowerment, self responsibility and tackling obstacles are major parts of the Satanic path. If you find yourself defaulting on them and returning to the old ways of self pity and degredation, perhaps it is time you went and asked Satan for help. He helps all who call on him in their time of need.
Ave Satanas!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Andrew Duncan" <andrewduncan1987@... wrote:
I highly recommend speaking to your GP about your anxiety/depression. You sound very apathetic; apathy being a symptom of depression. Remember you aren't alone man, I'm actually working through a similar condition myself, and I too have days where I find meditation difficult. All I can suggest is to speak to your doctor, and try to take it easy.
Look after yourself mate.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Gender Tender" <g_tender@ wrote:
either u are going thru what i used to experience or u an idiot Yehubor/xtian
go ahead,all human lifespan are determined by lucifer,one cant die unless by his will.
i know that by my own experience,so go ahead n try in vain8)
after this either u realised who u truely r or ran away..
fyi,if u direct fire to ur brain ur brain will be dead,but u still live,more trouble for ur family n such that u didnt realised u loved them,if u seriously want to die do it to ur heart liked i once did n c what will happen whether u will become like this anymore8)
n lightning meditation is powerful but i know u will be paralysed,if u managed to overdo it,or went crazy before it could kill u so this is inefficient way n stupid since u going to fuck urself more(hey i posted that!how dare u!)
try n c what will happen to u,if u died,u r going to live in an another form,so whats the point in killing urself,dont be such a weakling i know no one will to live is that weak to let they just disappear but it will cause u to drift in
eternity,one should learn to fight not give up n be nothingness
invoke fire n try to kill urself,c what happen!
after death theres life,ths after'life'
sa=infinity
ta=life
sat=truth
remember this,in truth life have no end,like a phoenix that died it shall rise from the ashes of death!it cant be stop!
na=death
ma=rebirth
nama=identity,ur being,ka
after death theres rebirth n so the cyce goes till the time comes,as satan said
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtensitymusic" <xtensitymusic@ wrote:
Is there any specific meditation I could do for suicide, preferably painless?
The way I view things in this world, life is just a tedious task of constantly trying to do things to reach a certain emotional state(happiness/contentment)... I'm really just tired of it all.
Often my anxiety is so bad I can't really pull of a successful meditation session unless I am in an absolutely good mood. I can meditate for 2 hours straight on days when I am in a shitty mood and never reach the Gamma state of bliss.... When I'm in happy moods, I can get to this flawless gamma state of pure awareness within minutes... where I automatically notice everything about the environment.
Don't try to talk me out of this. I have been in depressive states before where i wanted to kill myself out of depression, but now, I just want to kill myself because it all seems pointless, and I'm really curious of what is REALLY to follow after death. Think of it this way.... life is like a game, that I just don't want to play anymore.
I've thought of many ways I could do this, I've thought of just overloaded on fire meditation, like 100 breaths or more or so...(7 breaths made me extremely hot).... I was also thinking of using that lightning meditation someone posted on here.. and just overloading my body with lightning and focusing it on my brain/heart.
If anyone has any other methods please post. If you are really a Satanist you will not try to talk me out of this because you should also agree that Satanist should be completely in charge of their own life and have the choice to do what they will.
Thank you, Hail Satan.