lose of concentration - please help

[spiritual.jedi]

When i read english books, i dont know what im reading. Few years ago i didnt have this problem. What should i do? When i do RTR rituals i dont know what im reading at affirmations, so the ritual is not so powerfull. Please help.

Hail Satan/Lucifer!
Hail Leraje!
Hail Andras!