kendallnight8
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- Oct 1, 2002
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Ssssoooo, today, I got into a horrible argument with my parents, worst then other ones.
I got really angry and upset, but tried my best to keep it inside....I consider moving in with my grandma and never returning home to my parents, unless it's for my pet cat.
Then, we got a call from our neighbor asking us to come over for some coffee/tea and some warm buns she just made.We went there and I kept on thinking of moving away from them, but I felt a strong pull back from that thought like I shouldn't do it...
I asked my guardian if I should move away and live with my grandma or stay.At first, there was no response, but multiply signs indicated that I should stay.
Afterwards, I went outside to my backyard to draw, I felt like I was going to break soon... Then my mom came apologizing for being such a pain in the ass before and that's when I started breaking, I hid my face from her, since I hate knowing that people can see my tears and me at my break point....
And, well... I contacted Father Satan through his sigil... It made me cry more as I told him how I am sorry for being such a failure and for slacking off so much and I was sorry to them that they have to take care of a pointless human trash like me...
In response I got a very beautiful tune from him/them... I didn't write all the words, but this is just a few of them:
And if you ever lose hope, just remember, you always got us, right beside us.So, why don't you, stand up now and face them now, before it's too late?You just gotta be strong, full of hope, to face them now and end them now.
It should be signed in a tune like this: Tatatatata-TATATA-TATATA-tatatatata
It made my mood better, not the BEST ONE, but better then how I was before...Heh...
HAIL FATHER SATAN FOREVER!HAIL PHENEX FOREVER!HAIL ALL THE TRUE GODS OF HELL FOREVER!
A big thank you to them for helping me...... :')
I got really angry and upset, but tried my best to keep it inside....I consider moving in with my grandma and never returning home to my parents, unless it's for my pet cat.
Then, we got a call from our neighbor asking us to come over for some coffee/tea and some warm buns she just made.We went there and I kept on thinking of moving away from them, but I felt a strong pull back from that thought like I shouldn't do it...
I asked my guardian if I should move away and live with my grandma or stay.At first, there was no response, but multiply signs indicated that I should stay.
Afterwards, I went outside to my backyard to draw, I felt like I was going to break soon... Then my mom came apologizing for being such a pain in the ass before and that's when I started breaking, I hid my face from her, since I hate knowing that people can see my tears and me at my break point....
And, well... I contacted Father Satan through his sigil... It made me cry more as I told him how I am sorry for being such a failure and for slacking off so much and I was sorry to them that they have to take care of a pointless human trash like me...
In response I got a very beautiful tune from him/them... I didn't write all the words, but this is just a few of them:
And if you ever lose hope, just remember, you always got us, right beside us.So, why don't you, stand up now and face them now, before it's too late?You just gotta be strong, full of hope, to face them now and end them now.
It should be signed in a tune like this: Tatatatata-TATATA-TATATA-tatatatata
It made my mood better, not the BEST ONE, but better then how I was before...Heh...
HAIL FATHER SATAN FOREVER!HAIL PHENEX FOREVER!HAIL ALL THE TRUE GODS OF HELL FOREVER!
A big thank you to them for helping me...... :')