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[Hathor]

Hello, I have dedicated myself to Satan 2 years ago and tried many things,

I don't think I ever managed to summon a demon, nothing vivid ever happen, candle noise is the single thing that ever did but its like a coincidence

Until now everything that I have done, lacks proof in what I believe
I wish to see changes after so much time and I am sometimes left alone to handle myself, that being ok cause I have an independent type of personality

I also started reading Initiation into Hermetics by Franz Bardon, I tried doing what it says, and at around page 60 you have to do something practical to advance, like heating up the room, I can barely get it over half a degree, and I have been trying hard

I feel as if something is stopping me from advancing, 2 weeks ago I deleted all my games so they don't waste my time, now I meditate everyday until I get tired, breathing exercises, element evocation
Takes around a hour a day

What am I doing wrong ? I am 17 now
I need a Demon to guide me on what I should do step by step

Thank you for having the patience to read such a long story

Hail Satan !

 

[restoredinea]

To be able to summon and sense a demon, you must be psychically open enough. This comes from empowering yourself. Your not doing anything wrong, in fact you seem to be working very hard and sounds like your ability is progressing as your learning from the Initiation into Hermetics book. The problem is am noticing is that you seem to be working on using your power, not so much building it. The book really teaches how to manipulate energy but doesnt stress the importance of building your power (tremendously). The JoyofSatan website's meditation page shows how to really REALLY empower yourself. Your source of your power comes from your chakras which the book, If i remember correctly, doesnt mention. The JOS website shows how to awaken and empower these power centers. I would suggest begin awakening all your chakras and then eventually begin empowering them. I would also recommend continuing your practice with the book as well as empowering yourself because it will accelerate your progress.

Yes there may be forces trying to prevent you from learning and empowering yourself. You are really dedicated, i would see why there may be forces trying to stop you. You must Empower your Aura/Chakras everyday as well as practice using your power.

Hail SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Hathor" <hathor369@... wrote:

Hello, I have dedicated myself to Satan 2 years ago and tried many things,

I don't think I ever managed to summon a demon, nothing vivid ever happen, candle noise is the single thing that ever did but its like a coincidence

Until now everything that I have done, lacks proof in what I believe
I wish to see changes after so much time and I am sometimes left alone to handle myself, that being ok cause I have an independent type of personality

I also started reading Initiation into Hermetics by Franz Bardon, I tried doing what it says, and at around page 60 you have to do something practical to advance, like heating up the room, I can barely get it over half a degree, and I have been trying hard

I feel as if something is stopping me from advancing, 2 weeks ago I deleted all my games so they don't waste my time, now I meditate everyday until I get tired, breathing exercises, element evocation
Takes around a hour a day

What am I doing wrong ? I am 17 now
I need a Demon to guide me on what I should do step by step

Thank you for having the patience to read such a long story

Hail Satan !