svenbugado
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Hello all,
I'm a brazilian who study history (specially nazism), phylosophy, anthropology, occultism and some other things, and I realized I was being kind of Spiritual Satanist for most of my life without knowing it. Some time ago I started reading intensely the JoS website, and I found it really suitable for me and helpful as nothing else I read before, but I take each step very slow an try to do things flawless, so I want to know exactly where I'm stepping in.
I have some doubts about meditation and about Spiritual Satanism. I would feel glad if someone can help me.
1- I started to practice power meditation and work to my self development some months ago, and I think I'm getting nice results. But something a little strange is happening. After some time, when I put myself in meditative state and start to breath energy before working with chakras, I start seeing this purple circle in middle of my sight during most of the process. It starts very large, then it loses size and go very little in few seconds, and then it appears large again. Some times I also see it when I'm almost sleeping but concentred. It is funny because I see this same thing very often. I can see some aura too, but not much yet, and never saw any spirit or similar. Maybe someone knows what is it or had it before?
About SS:
2- There is this quote which Satan says that there is no god but Himself, but aren't other demons and entities like Odin, Apollo and others, different gods too? And about hell, I would like to know more about it. I saw writen on JoS that its a nice place and the person even saw some guys playing cards there, but what exactly is it? How does it looks like? A non satanist person can go there and feel protected?I had this strange dream with my recent dead grandmother (very christian unfortunatelly) and I thought about telling her to go to the white light but I didn't, but maybe its nothing...
3- And to finish, this guy Ashtar Sheran is a lie or an enemy? I found out that some people who study him says that this prince named Satan or similar (from a race named "Landros" or something), arrived here in the earth with a princess long time ago and tried to conquer it, crashing a sister planet from Earth against it, and when they lost the war they was forced to help rebuild humanity.
Sorry for the long post and for silly doubts, and thank you all for the help!
I'm a brazilian who study history (specially nazism), phylosophy, anthropology, occultism and some other things, and I realized I was being kind of Spiritual Satanist for most of my life without knowing it. Some time ago I started reading intensely the JoS website, and I found it really suitable for me and helpful as nothing else I read before, but I take each step very slow an try to do things flawless, so I want to know exactly where I'm stepping in.
I have some doubts about meditation and about Spiritual Satanism. I would feel glad if someone can help me.
1- I started to practice power meditation and work to my self development some months ago, and I think I'm getting nice results. But something a little strange is happening. After some time, when I put myself in meditative state and start to breath energy before working with chakras, I start seeing this purple circle in middle of my sight during most of the process. It starts very large, then it loses size and go very little in few seconds, and then it appears large again. Some times I also see it when I'm almost sleeping but concentred. It is funny because I see this same thing very often. I can see some aura too, but not much yet, and never saw any spirit or similar. Maybe someone knows what is it or had it before?
About SS:
2- There is this quote which Satan says that there is no god but Himself, but aren't other demons and entities like Odin, Apollo and others, different gods too? And about hell, I would like to know more about it. I saw writen on JoS that its a nice place and the person even saw some guys playing cards there, but what exactly is it? How does it looks like? A non satanist person can go there and feel protected?I had this strange dream with my recent dead grandmother (very christian unfortunatelly) and I thought about telling her to go to the white light but I didn't, but maybe its nothing...
3- And to finish, this guy Ashtar Sheran is a lie or an enemy? I found out that some people who study him says that this prince named Satan or similar (from a race named "Landros" or something), arrived here in the earth with a princess long time ago and tried to conquer it, crashing a sister planet from Earth against it, and when they lost the war they was forced to help rebuild humanity.
Sorry for the long post and for silly doubts, and thank you all for the help!
